MISS U LIKE CRAZY!!!!

I used to call you my girl
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had
When I think of youI don't know what to do
When will I see you again
I miss you like crazy
Even more than words can say
I miss you like crazy Every minute of every day
Girl I'm so down when you love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss youI miss you like crazy
You are all that I want
You are all that I need
Can't you see how i feel
Can't you see that my pain's so real
When I think of youI don't know what to do
When will I see you again

$$

i'm so sick with my current job!!! god damn it... can u stop throwing jobs to me ? don't u know that i still have to do with my studies !!! and you !!! CUSTOMERS, pls stop calling me when I'm in class. u all are annoying my studies eh !!!! fucking asshole . i'm so tired with it. i never have a college student life. sleep, eat , sports, gossip around, lim teh with frez........every time when i came bac from school, first thing that i have to do is deal with those FUCKING register forms and send it to the company, then post the sim cards to those "dogs", check blacklist,check which forms are not in the lists!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so sick with it!!!!!!!!

haiz.....but i have no choice, i know. maybe this will be the only way for me to save money if i want to study in oversea.i feel unhappy right now!!!seriously~~~~

pls call me if u looking for a job

long time did not update my blog coz i really damn busy this few days... At first, i went YU YAN SENG interview, then the manager said that we can start working on 26th dec ..... My frez and me so happy because we got a job finally..

BUT, my frez ask me go and interview another jobs and then we can compare the salary.... we r business students so we must choose the job which can provide us more and more benefits. then, we found U MOBILE, and it became my second jobs....

finally, we decided to choose U MOBILE because the working place is very near with my hostel, although the salary only 900++.....then when my first day in u mobile, my friends call me...

XXX: eh, working ah??
jc: ya, why??
XXX: ooo, ntg la, i just want to inform u i get a job ardy....
jc: oo, what is the job??
XXX: is CELCOM...
jc: so how was the salary?
XXX: the salary basic for everyday is 60 plus commission .
JC: WOW....... i want leh!!!!
XXX: ok!!!! no problem, i can ask for u !!!!
JC: thanks a lot!!!

after 10 minutes

XXX: eh, u all can work with me ardy ...u are employ by celcom ardy !!
JC: hah!!!??? serious ah??how can i get off from the current fucking job??!!!hell!!!!
XXX: how i know, u better settle yourself oo!!!!
JC: fucker one, today is my first day in a new job how can i escape from this job !!!!

after 30 minutes

Jc's frez: eh, his bro go to hospital we have to go now.....
JC: i will send him to the hospital
WORKERS: how can u all just go like this !!!u call to boss and ask la !!!i don't know!!!
JC; ok !! we will call the boss!!!!!

finally WE did it!!!!

THen the next day i go and work for another job CELCOM!!!!!!first my agent is working for company ZZZ , but after few days we work we get another better job from company YYY!!!!!
so we jump to company YYY !!!! both comapny also working for CELCOM!!! so is ok but the Company YYY provide us more commission and others benefits so we have to do it.........

what the hell ... i shift three times in a two weeks!!!!! bravo!!!!!!!wahahhaha
but the current can give us a lot benefits so i think my agent made a correct decision~~~~and my commissions will increase summore as well as my salary !!!!! wa hahahhahaah!!!!

and now anyone looking for job???
i need a promoter (urgent)
- flexible working hours
-high basic salary
-commissions

pls call gan 012-270-3860
019-389-1029

2009

happy new year!!!!wish all my dreams came true!!!!! tats all !!!!thank you for viewing my blog!!!! hahahahaa

29-10-2008

29,10,2008

WHAT A BIG DAY FOR GAN JIA CHIE...........before this, my lovely accounting lecturer told us that she will going to have a replacement place at 29/10/2008......then i shout out

jia chie: cannot!!!cause 29 is birthday !!!!!

Ms.WWF:So, dont tell me you are going celebrate your birthday for the whole day!!!

jia chie: yes....maybe....my 19th birthday eh , miss!!!!

MS.WWF: then are you planning to clebrate for the whole year when your 21th birthday??

jia chie: miss, it is possible, if u can solve our financial problem then we will make it truth!!!!how???

MS.WWF: sign~~~~~~

(but 29/10 we still have or replacement class) siez~~~~

at the moring, i still wonder wheather want to celebrate my birthday or not, cause if i want to have a party then i'm going to spend a lot on it!!!!!finally, we decided to celebrate in RED BOX SUNWAY!!! my hunch tell me that i 'm going to spend 300 above because we are taking the package- 446++..............

(and when i went to GYM, the locker keys that the person to me is number 29!!!! i was like....eh, why so ngam one!!!!)

haiy!!!whatever la.... and the the package beers to us !!!oh my god!!!!i'm so so so satisfy with the package, when i know the contain of the package....

1) your can have your buffet in RED BOX

2)2 jugs sparkeling juices

3)5 jugs soft drinks or BEERS( i'm so happy with this services)

4) fruits

5) and ........forget ardy .......

fruits that provided by them!!!! pretty nice , right??when i get the fruits, the first fruits is Longan coz Longan is the most high class fruits out of "them".......

we went to RED BOX about 9'clock......at first they give us a very very small room but how can i fix 11 person in a small room !!!then we go and complain!!!! after that when we go in to big room the first things that i did is- order the beers!!!!!i'm so sick of it!!!!i never care about the buffet fruits, order the song.......beers will satisfy me for the whole night!!!!WAHAHAHAHA.........after that, we start singing, fooling around, drinks............

we started singing~~~and i still busying with the beers~~~~

beer!!!!

beer!!!!!!!

beer beer anywhere !!!!!!!!!( i was "lightly"drunk on that day )

then only i asking for a control to order the song!!!!!

can u see the diffrent between my glass and my frez glass???!!!!

two cup and a half is equal to my one glasses of beer!!! GOD DAMN IT!!! this is the reason why i drunk !!!!

i so enjoy my song !!!!!!!!

yee lee and queenie~~~~~~

can see what happened on my face??? you know what they played the cake and throw the cake to me !!!! make me so so "sticky"........the next pic is showing how they played the cake....this is the way they played with the cake !!!!my frez( YAP CHUN FEI) is catching me and then one of them take up my shrit and the others throw the cake to my body !!!!until now, i still cannot regonize who is the person who take up my shirt !!!!!!!!

chin yap and he nian

oh, forget to tell u all......when we was singing suddenly one person rush in our room and scared us( the person on the pic)......this person is pretending ghoust to match with the hollowen theme which was running by red box!!!!!! besides that, red box also have a 歌仔歌仔古歌仔section......and we are the winner!!!!!wahahahaha!!!!and when we are going out, i don't even can walk staright , and i need to lying on my frez when i go out!!! i felt like i'm "flying"....><

this was the present that my frez for me!!!!REALLY THANK A LOT!!!

that day, i was so happy and i cannot drive anymore.....then i ask my frez to drive my car and put it in her house 1, and i will go and take on tomorrow~~~~then, my another frens (chin yap) send me to my house.....i was spend 200 on that days and the others was paid by my frez!!!!!although it really make me suffer later( due to financing problem again), but i never regret what i've done!!!!!!!

actually i have a video for u all but i dont know why i cannot upload!!!damn it!!!!the video is better in time, but the singer is not leona lewis is GAN JIA CHIE!!!!!!!! WAHAHAHA!!!!intresting ??? give me your e mail la!!!!then i send it to you!!! i sure i sing better then Leona Lewis!!!!

天蝎座......read it to know more about me

天蝎，生于秋深。性喜静，意清幽。爱之切，怨亦深。本质轻名利，但拥有成名得利的天赋。 　　偏重灵与肉的完美结合。直觉力之准之锐，行动力之潇洒之特,常令徒有虚表之人忌愤不已。天蝎，一个别具一格的星座。格调分明有别常人，心胸高妙不露于表。常容人难容之事，亦笑人可笑之处。 　　对于朋友，重质不重量，高度要求知心。宁可孤独，也不违心。 对于爱情，宁缺毋滥。宁可抱憾终生，也不苟且凑合。风流不羁的言行下，执着追求一种宗教意识的爱情信仰。内心具有高度责任性，忠诚性，自律性以及矛盾性。浪漫儒雅，风趣超脱。拥有奇异诱人的容貌气质。根本上，提倡由爱生性的性爱模式，鄙视纯粹的兽性性行为，但，自己却又常在意志薄弱时，自虐般地沉溺其间。 　　天蝎大多恩怨分明，黑白绝不混肴。犹如包公，宁可得罪众官，也要奖惩公道。多思少言的特质，齐全透彻的智慧，使一切真相假面恐慌不已。因此，本质静默孤僻的天蝎们极易招惹他人的非难和灌上莫须有的罪名。而其强硬又柔弱的本质，常使其背负黑锅也不辩护，不低头。典型的'独当千古错，冷漠自逍遥'的天蝎风格。只有在忍无可忍时，天蝎才会真正采取报复行为。可也因其很多时候过于忍辱负重，好比老实人发火，报复也就更显突兀强劲，反令圆滑的小人真正的祸首们恼羞成怒，借机大肆渲染。由于天蝎有隐忍为善的一面，更有别致的独特气质，从而也导致了天蝎倍受他人嫉妒却常被反咬一口的现象出现。也因为典型的天蝎,并不擅长疏通改善人际关系，更不善于有效地表达澄清自己，从而成为了十二星座里最具争议的一个星座。 　　天蝎们拥有天赋般灵性的思维，结合现实的洞察，产生了异于常人的思索角度。爱情观，友情观，人生观，皆如此。由于意识超常，天蝎们总是：苦于红尘无知音，不如隐形爱孤独。天蝎的确就是这样极端：不是最另类的现代人，就是最另类的原始人。 　　人们研究天蝎的误区在于没有能力到达天蝎的心理根本。 　　其实，天蝎们一生都在寻求知心的朋友，同时他们也容忍对手的存在，但，并非制造敌人。要知道，天蝎本性不好战，但具备战斗的智慧和能量。请注意：这是关键。所以你可以成为天蝎的对手和朋友，但，不要把天蝎当敌人。因为，天蝎从不主动侵犯他人的利益。你也不要做些低层次的敌对事情，那只能显得你自己无聊挫败。比如：如果你煽动众人，想用流言蜚谣打击算计，甚至孤立天蝎，那么不久你就会发现天蝎依旧活得很洒脱，很独特。因为，他们本来没有把你当敌人，某种意义上，是你自己'自作多情'，以小人之心度君子之腹了。而这种俗不可耐的敌对伎俩，对于天蝎们来说，无疑是一堆可笑差劲的破招。天蝎生性渴望理解,却不奢求理解，安于孤独，更能乐于孤独。天蝎的优势在于，对于别有用心的人，能够一眼看穿，并完全做到视若无睹。也许，当你自鸣得意时，天蝎想的正是不和这头牲口一般见识！看，天蝎就是这样的心态，清高地忍让，忧郁地承受，却，酷得干脆利落，宛如一位高超的剑手，不是不过招，只是你非对手。为什么你非对手，因为你已经把自己立意为敌人。对于敌人，不用过招。兴趣无时不屑一顾。兴趣来时，一剑定胜负。这种彻骨的冷静和孤高，也正是天蝎人虽不招惹别人，却还是招致阴险有毒的恶名的根本。而，也只有天蝎自己知道，真正恶毒的其实是你！但是，一切也都没有用，要知道，能够忍受孤独的人，也就是最无所畏惧的人了。这也就是天蝎为什么可以在铺天盖地的恶名谣传里，依旧活出自己风格的原因。某个角度来说，才思横溢的天蝎人，正是从别人不切实际的攻击诽谤里，看到了自己与众不同的价值。因为，没有人会化很大的心血很多的精力，对一个平庸无常的人做太多的关注。显然，天蝎是别具一格的。 我本善良，我本真实，这样的句子，用在天蝎身上是最恰当不过了。每只天蝎似乎从出生那天起，就注定要为自己的独特而历经许多风波。对于人性，天蝎从来看得比所有人透彻。 　　可以说他们极端，但是，他们无法不真实地活出自己。也许，只有'曲高合寡'这四个字，才是孤独奇特的天蝎们最好的诠释。 　　 天蝎。星象书上说，诞生在深秋的蝎子是最复杂的。同意这句话。因为蝎子可以根据需要在具体环境把自己塑造成适合的角色，是个善于戴着面具生活的人。但内心本我的强大力量又让他们在某个时刻不由自主地显现出其蝎子冷酷阴郁的一面。几乎没有任何一个蝎子座的人可以逃避这点。因为，本质的东西，深植于骨髓，扎根于灵魂。 　　这里，我希望通过自己的一点薄见，和大家一起认识这最复杂的蝎子。 　　情感强烈是蝎子座的人最普遍的特点。我至今没有发现感情因子欠乏的蝎子。他们有着异常 炽热的感情，但大多藏得较深，平时看来是个比较和气的人，一般不爆发，爆发时绝对是喷涌而出的，有着强大的震慑力。 　　能促使蝎子爆发深藏的感情的事情其实并不多。我总结了三种情况。 　　一是欺骗，这种欺骗也许不是很大，也许发生在很好的朋友甚至亲友之间，也许只是一桩小事，但蝎子看来，重要的不是欺骗造成了什么损失，而是欺骗这种行为本身，他认为这是强烈的不信任感，是对他的不尊重。一个小小的欺骗在蝎子的心中会激荡起巨大的不快，天性阴冷的蝎子习惯将它放大来看，也可以说这种与他们处事风格准则背道而弛的行为是他们轻蔑并排斥的。用欺骗伤害蝎子产生的裂痕一般是不容易消除的。当事人在蝎子心中的地位可以说马上会大幅下降。经观察，没有哪个星座的人象蝎子这样如此深地看重信任和尊重这两个词，他们一般对此都很敏感。敏感得容下不在他许可的小小范围内出现一粒沙。越是亲密关系间的欺骗对蝎子的伤害就越大。因为他们对朋友往往交出真心，而这种付出偿来的若是欺骗和背叛的话，蝎子的心会冷到极点。 　　二是侮辱。敏感的蝎子其实并不那么开得起玩笑，当然他们能敏锐地分辨出你话里的真实含义，善意的玩笑他们还是不会拒绝的。但带刺的话他们绝对能马上听出，他能感受到你语气中的真实的感情成分。很自我的蝎子绝对不容忍别人侮辱他贬低他。也许一件事情让他糟糕，让他吃亏很大，但如果需要的话他能压抑住自己的情绪，装作若无其事。惟独侮辱不可以，你可以感受到蝎子那一刻表情越发阴冷，牙关紧闭。那是他在积蕴力量，你能感受得到他强压怒火的眼神，开始起伏的胸膛，只需要一个小小突破口，巨大的能量就要喷薄而出。这个时候，了解他们的人还是赶紧收口吧，否则谁都不知道会发生什么可怕的事情。我自己就经历过多次这样的情景，从来都是是猛烈的瞬间爆发，不明白的人奇怪怎么突然发这么大脾气，其实真实情况是，他忍着气已经很久很久了，只是你硬逼他爆发的。 　　三是为了他认为重要的人。蝎子是活得孤独的人，他们自己都会发现，自己和许多人是格格不入的，他满脸的笑容很多时候都不是发自内心的，只是为了场合的需要，真正谈得来并懂得他们的朋友一般很少很少。生命中他重视的人他一定会倾力保护，蝎子为了保护那个人时，显现出的感情是强大的。这个人最大的可能就是曾在蝎子需要时给过真正理解温暖关爱的人。哪怕是一点点。象会记恨一样，蝎子对那些对他真心好的人绝对是记在心上的，没有太多的表面的东西，关键的时候，真正肯为你牺牲的那个朋友，肯定是他。对他最爱的那个人而言，蝎子有可能的话甚至肯为她去死。如果他心中的那个她被别人伤害的话，蝎子会有剜心的痛，这个时候，他可能会暴露出最阴暗的一面，如果要把报复和蝎子联系起来的话，那么这种情况当属第一。蝎子这时候可能会在巨痛的驱使下，用最黑暗的力量为她去复仇去摧毁敌人。在我看来，蝎子最最强烈感情表现出来的时候，应该就是他为了保护她的时候。水象之王的蝎子外表看来往往不那么强硬，甚至有点软弱，这是很多人对他们的印象，但了解他们的内心的人就会发现，他们是讨厌被指使的人。可以说，蝎子是吃软不吃硬的，平等对他的话，他便是个性子很好的人，要是想压制他，蝎子内心马上会排斥，并且潜意识里他们是很厌恶习惯对他们指手画脚的人的。他们心中多数是不服，但不会明显表现出来，也许暂时地顺着对方，背后则默默积累力量，也许干脆用冷漠直接表示拒绝和厌恶。蝎子确实是喜欢掌控别人的人，但不象火象的狮子那种气焰上统领一切的感觉，蝎子能用一种独特的暗藏的力量影响人，因为他有着洞穿别人内心的敏锐力和坚定沉静的气质。如果蝎子具备一些火象性格的话，则会是个让人感觉非常凌厉的人，冷静的外表下说起话做起事来霸气十足。蝎子如果学着性格张扬一点的话，会马上显现出强大的领导力。蝎子对自己的爱人也有着强烈的掌控欲，只有当那个她只对他一个人好的时候，他才感觉安心，他希望她能常陪在他身边，希望她能经常依靠他，所以小鸟依人般的温柔甜蜜的女孩子最能激起蝎子爱的感觉。这就解释了为什么他和水象的鱼儿和巨蟹很和得来的原因。 蝎子比较喜欢不带表情的说话做事，可以说，蝎子很难学会用表情表达他们丰富的内心世界，他们是不善于利用表 情的人。蝎子本质是不爱笑的，尤其不习惯在一大堆人之间肆无忌惮地笑，蝎子习惯浅浅地一笑，让他们在众人面前表情夸张地保持10秒钟我相信是件困难的事情。 　　他们确实常给人缺乏亲和力的印象，哪怕是他已经认识到了这点并试着去改变了，结果还是会发现，一不留神，他和人的距离感又莫名地产生了。可以说蝎子的笑保留着人类某种原始的东西，蝎子笑起来会带着丝羞涩，特别是在人多或异性面前。看起来非常孩子气，让人感觉纯真，显得乖巧。但蝎子多笑真的比较重要，蝎子笑起来纯朴真诚的样子可以很好地打消他们在别人心中不好的印象。蝎子可以多对着镜子练习练习。敏感的蝎子有时会莫名地收住笑容，这会给别人不好的印象，他们会纳闷并猜想你突然沉下脸的原因，很多时候，蝎子和人的隔阂就是这么产生的。 　　 在蝎子的生命中总有一种向往孤独的特质。 　　他们即使在受不了凄寂的同时，又渴望得到只有在孤独时才能享受到的自我极致发挥和无丝毫保留的面对现实。 　　所以，孤独的蝎子是矛盾的。 　　孤独中他们的心灵像眼睛，诚实敏锐得揉不进一粒尘沙。 　　所以，孤独的蝎子更能洞悉谎言与人心。 他们只有在孑然一身的时候，才有机会登上精神的高峰，望得远，看得清，障碍尽除，思维如月光染雪，剔透通明，理智与感情皆回归到最纯净的状态，能清楚的照亮自己。 　　所以，孤独的蝎子睿智。 　　当蝎子被身边的孤独包围的时候，他们的内心却是在释放。他们的身体和灵魂变成了过滤器，吸取着潮湿冰冷的空气，渗透出清澈甘甜的水滴，那就是他们的思想。思想无限流动，不受空间和时间的限制，抵达所有相通的灵魂。 　　所以，当到达你的灵魂时，请你好好珍惜。 　　当你看到陌生人面前孤僻而冷淡的蝎子时，请你见谅，因为即兴发挥不是蝎子的强项，蝎子一向预热很慢，感情需要很大的安全感才能活泼的施展。 　　所以，当你想要了解那些外表形单影只，独来独往的蝎子时，请细心的感受他们内在活动的勃放如春。 　　 对于天蝎座的激情别人已经写得够多的了，以致再写就显得有点多余了。其实那些描述严格地来说，也不完全正确。天蝎座的人确实拥有过量的激情。但是这些热情不一定是用一种显而易见的方式来表达的。对于天蝎座的人来说，性是一种表达的途径，它是一种达到秩序的方法，而不仅仅是肉体上激情的释放。 　　天蝎座对性和爱的渴望，通常与它们能提供的转变有关。他们喜欢把性与爱称作自己所喜欢的名字：一次神秘的经历、一次深层次的体会。性与爱让天蝎座向比他们自己更强大的事物投降。天蝎座的伴侣有一种巨大的容忍力，他们为了爱情和忠贞可以牺牲一切。他们甚至可以做出巨大的自我牺牲。在他们身上有一点狂热，这会渗透到他们与别人建立的关系中，并且影响他们的精神和态度。 　　天蝎座是不会在浅的池塘里划水的。他们纵身跳入远远淹过他们的头的深度的汪洋。但是有时候

FIGHTs between His and her ......(sorry to said that)

u know what, something was happened..... when i received a website from my frez , i take a look of it ...... i was so surprised that u said like this..... how come everything changed so fast.... when i read his blog, i really shocked by it..... u r the man , u have be gentlemen to all of this.... don't be so small gas ok la...... and u, everything was past tense ardy , look forward and don't even look back... now i was wondering that is that really hard to be frez after both of them broke...is that possible to be "frez"??? before this both of u are so close to each others but, now both of u act like don't know each others.... don't u think that very hard for u all to pretend don't know each others.... come on ..... just forget the pass and look for the future la.... both of u also 19 ardy ... don't be so childish ok?? be mature.... i know both of u really hurt each others but now everything passed ardy ..... y don't just forget it leh???? both of u also my frez , i cannot said anything~~~ but when u stand at his position and think about it ... i feel that he was doing a right choice because he feel very tired to be together what.; but, when u stand on her position u wil think she was hurt so much by him, i feel sorry to said that, but she does feel very hurt, so sure she will angry la..... i doen't mean to want to hurt one of u , but pls think about it.... enemy or u will prefer a true "frez"??? and for the others frez, i think now we all have to keep our mouth shut and don't try to "Fire" them again ..... i know some of u might angry but this is their problems so just leave it back to them..... ok ????if we all did anything , we are ruining them and the war will keep going on !!!!!!!
now is 1.28, a bit tired because i just played a game with XXX( dont know his name) , i was just have a very very nice stroke with the guys.... i really enjoy it ~~~~ hope next time can play again.... after 1 weeks , every problem was solve ( i think).... HUH~~~ every night i was so worry about my future... can i really afford this.... if i Fail my course then how?? what is the next step i going to take??? i dont even think of this problem coz i don't know how to face it.... i know i'm so weak in English , i don't know how to communicate well .... this things really can kill me ...... FXXX..... I'm trying to improve it .... hope i can overcome it .... really hope i won't facing the same problem for the next 3 years...... actually that is the reason y i DRXXX on that days.... coz i feel very shame on my self... one little things also cannot did it well.... y i didt choose properly, and at the end i hurt myself ...... really hurt ...... and i really feel LXXXXX( shame when i write this words so i prefer XXXXX) no one is going to care me but they just want to get benefits from me or taking advantage on me..... is that i too kind??everytime i trying not to be so good or whatever to anyone but ................i failed to did it........ i have mention this problem early but y i CANNOT FIX IT !!!!! i'm going to hurt myself !!!!!! GET UP!!!! GAN JIA CHIE!!!!!
one more month to go for me to turning to 19 ..... i promise i going to do something on 18 BUT I DID NOTHING OOO!!!!!! how????!!!! holy shit ...... i really suck la!!!!! my life is all about NTG NTG and NTG!!!! oh ya , 1 more things to said is before i go is is that really hard for to me get a XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX!!!!!!!!! what the problems is going on?????face problem??? personality problem???? financial problem???? HAH???? WHATEVER LA!!!!!!! just forget it !!!!