FIGHTs between His and her ......(sorry to said that)

u know what, something was happened..... when i received a website from my frez , i take a look of it ...... i was so surprised that u said like this..... how come everything changed so fast.... when i read his blog, i really shocked by it..... u r the man , u have be gentlemen to all of this.... don't be so small gas ok la...... and u, everything was past tense ardy , look forward and don't even look back... now i was wondering that is that really hard to be frez after both of them broke...is that possible to be "frez"??? before this both of u are so close to each others but, now both of u act like don't know each others.... don't u think that very hard for u all to pretend don't know each others.... come on ..... just forget the pass and look for the future la.... both of u also 19 ardy ... don't be so childish ok?? be mature.... i know both of u really hurt each others but now everything passed ardy ..... y don't just forget it leh???? both of u also my frez , i cannot said anything~~~ but when u stand at his position and think about it ... i feel that he was doing a right choice because he feel very tired to be together what.; but, when u stand on her position u wil think she was hurt so much by him, i feel sorry to said that, but she does feel very hurt, so sure she will angry la..... i doen't mean to want to hurt one of u , but pls think about it.... enemy or u will prefer a true "frez"??? and for the others frez, i think now we all have to keep our mouth shut and don't try to "Fire" them again ..... i know some of u might angry but this is their problems so just leave it back to them..... ok ????if we all did anything , we are ruining them and the war will keep going on !!!!!!!
now is 1.28, a bit tired because i just played a game with XXX( dont know his name) , i was just have a very very nice stroke with the guys.... i really enjoy it ~~~~ hope next time can play again.... after 1 weeks , every problem was solve ( i think).... HUH~~~ every night i was so worry about my future... can i really afford this.... if i Fail my course then how?? what is the next step i going to take??? i dont even think of this problem coz i don't know how to face it.... i know i'm so weak in English , i don't know how to communicate well .... this things really can kill me ...... FXXX..... I'm trying to improve it .... hope i can overcome it .... really hope i won't facing the same problem for the next 3 years...... actually that is the reason y i DRXXX on that days.... coz i feel very shame on my self... one little things also cannot did it well.... y i didt choose properly, and at the end i hurt myself ...... really hurt ...... and i really feel LXXXXX( shame when i write this words so i prefer XXXXX) no one is going to care me but they just want to get benefits from me or taking advantage on me..... is that i too kind??everytime i trying not to be so good or whatever to anyone but ................i failed to did it........ i have mention this problem early but y i CANNOT FIX IT !!!!! i'm going to hurt myself !!!!!! GET UP!!!! GAN JIA CHIE!!!!!
one more month to go for me to turning to 19 ..... i promise i going to do something on 18 BUT I DID NOTHING OOO!!!!!! how????!!!! holy shit ...... i really suck la!!!!! my life is all about NTG NTG and NTG!!!! oh ya , 1 more things to said is before i go is is that really hard for to me get a XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX!!!!!!!!! what the problems is going on?????face problem??? personality problem???? financial problem???? HAH???? WHATEVER LA!!!!!!! just forget it !!!!