FIGHTs between His and her ......(sorry to said that)

u know what, something was happened..... when i received a website from my frez , i take a look of it ...... i was so surprised that u said like this..... how come everything changed so fast.... when i read his blog, i really shocked by it..... u r the man , u have be gentlemen to all of this.... don't be so small gas ok la...... and u, everything was past tense ardy , look forward and don't even look back... now i was wondering that is that really hard to be frez after both of them broke...is that possible to be "frez"??? before this both of u are so close to each others but, now both of u act like don't know each others.... don't u think that very hard for u all to pretend don't know each others.... come on ..... just forget the pass and look for the future la.... both of u also 19 ardy ... don't be so childish ok?? be mature.... i know both of u really hurt each others but now everything passed ardy ..... y don't just forget it leh???? both of u also my frez , i cannot said anything~~~ but when u stand at his position and think about it ... i feel that he was doing a right choice because he feel very tired to be together what.; but, when u stand on her position u wil think she was hurt so much by him, i feel sorry to said that, but she does feel very hurt, so sure she will angry la..... i doen't mean to want to hurt one of u , but pls think about it.... enemy or u will prefer a true "frez"??? and for the others frez, i think now we all have to keep our mouth shut and don't try to "Fire" them again ..... i know some of u might angry but this is their problems so just leave it back to them..... ok ????if we all did anything , we are ruining them and the war will keep going on !!!!!!!
now is 1.28, a bit tired because i just played a game with XXX( dont know his name) , i was just have a very very nice stroke with the guys.... i really enjoy it ~~~~ hope next time can play again.... after 1 weeks , every problem was solve ( i think).... HUH~~~ every night i was so worry about my future... can i really afford this.... if i Fail my course then how?? what is the next step i going to take??? i dont even think of this problem coz i don't know how to face it.... i know i'm so weak in English , i don't know how to communicate well .... this things really can kill me ...... FXXX..... I'm trying to improve it .... hope i can overcome it .... really hope i won't facing the same problem for the next 3 years...... actually that is the reason y i DRXXX on that days.... coz i feel very shame on my self... one little things also cannot did it well.... y i didt choose properly, and at the end i hurt myself ...... really hurt ...... and i really feel LXXXXX( shame when i write this words so i prefer XXXXX) no one is going to care me but they just want to get benefits from me or taking advantage on me..... is that i too kind??everytime i trying not to be so good or whatever to anyone but ................i failed to did it........ i have mention this problem early but y i CANNOT FIX IT !!!!! i'm going to hurt myself !!!!!! GET UP!!!! GAN JIA CHIE!!!!!
one more month to go for me to turning to 19 ..... i promise i going to do something on 18 BUT I DID NOTHING OOO!!!!!! how????!!!! holy shit ...... i really suck la!!!!! my life is all about NTG NTG and NTG!!!! oh ya , 1 more things to said is before i go is is that really hard for to me get a XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX!!!!!!!!! what the problems is going on?????face problem??? personality problem???? financial problem???? HAH???? WHATEVER LA!!!!!!! just forget it !!!!

TIRED......

haiz~~~~what a boring day.....><...... now i'm in the lab but doing nothing so i decided to update my blog........SIEZ LA!!!!UNISA just all about assignments only..... yesterday night i just submit my FM assignments(copy my frez answers onli coz i don't have time to look at it), then today i have to prepare my power point slide for tomorrow Management class, and then next week is my marketing presentation ardy !!!!!!!! @!#!@$@#%^........i have no enough time to rest !!!!! damn angry ah!!!! i need a break ah!!!!!
recently, something was happened on me ....... actually i feel very happy when i can arrange my time to go back my hometown but you know what, i not happy at all when i at home, coz someone is expressing her angry to anyone one......!!!!!! i think that home is the ONLY places for me to take a break , but u mess it up...... i cannot said that is your fault but i really cannot afford it!!!!! i feel very very tired u know ......... and i don't know what can i do at this time!!!!!!!maybe it just a little problems only , but y u want to " gao DAI" it !!!!!!! it not so complicated at all ok!!!!!!!!!!!don't u think that u misunderstood everyone ardy ??hah???i dont want anything things happen at one of u ok ????? i just want u all happy....just a simply request u all also cannot do for me !!!!!!
................maybe maybe this is the way u want express your anger.....i cannot said anything..... but i will try to afford it or cover it or whatever coz i think that this is the only things i can do........ god bless me ... i hope this things won't happen again !!!!!!

XXX

i 'm here again.....finally i can go to degree liao ...but degree is not easy as what i think ...it is totally diffrent with foundation.... until now i still very blur about the model...but i think i can overcome it....><'''these few days i keep rushing to finished the hong kong drama and the taiwan idol drama.....so i dont have time to update my blog ......tomorrow maybe i have to go for work as part time at sunway....80.00++ per day oo....the salary quite high for me oo.... anything that make me headche is the text book for degree..... the text book that required from the lecturer is not cheap but very very expensive..... one text book cost 100++ , some of the text book go to 140.00++........besides that i still have to purchase a "financial calculator" ......it worth 145.00++.....there are four text book that they required to purchase and it is complusary to have it in my study .... so i have no choice and have to purchase it.... but luckily, my bro have some of the text book......so i just have to purchase wo of them onli.....but i think is better for me to go and get a job.....
these few days, i'm trying to control my emotion, and try to give too much pressure on my self, because i think stress is the main causes my face become so many pimples!!!!!!! damn it.....a couple weeks ago, i have found that one of them try to cheat something behind me, but finally i catch it.... when i saw the "evidence" i really very very very angry , i want try to pick up the phone and ask u.... but i did't do it..... this times u really make me so dissapointed and u fooling the trust i put on you.... now i know a person attidude wont change easily until he died !!!!!!!
before this you told me that u have destroyed it but y i still can found it in XXXX....... ji bai !!!!!!! u really make me so so .......... before this i want check see wheather u really destroyed or not de , but i trust u so i did't do it.... because i trust u...... but now i wont trust u anymore and i will keep a distance from u ... i wont become so close with u anymore..... coz this time i really dissapointed !!!!!!shame on you !!!!! "ji bai kia"

A scary night

today is the most happy day for me in the year...i was crazy around with my frez for the whole night.......we racing, chatting, and fooling around with each other.....so happy......i think i didt't meet my frez for a few month ardy ....
At first, we went to the event which is organized by "nan ju" club....i think this is one of the event which can get us together .....me, yt, yx, ys, and kx and sy too.........then we meet 5E gang "accidentally".....we all playing around the hall and keep on giving comment to the performances....we shouted, yelled and so on........when we want to go bac, we get a "hot" news from my frez, which is there are a fight going to happen in the hall.....WOW....we all didt watch for this kind of "match" for a long time ardy, so we all decided to stay over there and waiting for the "FIGHT"....we all really looking forward for the fight....besides that, my frez said that some of the gangsters hide the knife in the toilet as their weapon for the fight....knife oo!!!! but, the fight never begin until we all leave the hall....haiz...a bit disappointed la.......
next, we all went to ABC to have to " lim teh" section.......and today is huang sheng birthday ...I'm here to wish him happy birthday .....we all celebrate with him in the ABC stall...... my frez, Kai chung had prepared the cake earlier and the important things is they just need me to paid 2 ringgit for the cake!!!!!!hahhahaha......i gain profit from that ....(I'm a smart business man)...WAHAHAHAHAHA
after lim teh , we all decided to go park to chat , but it is raining outside....so we cancel it...then my frez said go temerloh "long kai" .....but my frez drove the car so fast on the high way .....walau!!!!!!i was so scared when i sit besides him............the another thing is the road is wet due to rain but he never care and rush the car.....GOD DAMN IT...........but finally i reached the destination safely....my another frez..XXX(is better don't want show his name) was scared me just now when he speed up his car.....coz the road is wet this make him buang the car almost 3 times...WOW.......so scary....but luckily ntg happen when the car buang........
then we all go bac to T.R limteh......really scary and worry when i saw my frez car buang..... hope this time wont happen again if we go out racing again !!!!! HAHAHAHAHA....kai chung don't forget me u promise me want go to watch movie together de oo.....dont boom me, if not i will kill u !!!!!!

misS u ALL.....

now is 2.30 am , i just came bac from MCD and i just have a ice cream ...so i can not sleep 1....now i'm here to update my blog again .......i have a party last week , which is in els house. all of us also attened the party, everyone looks very good but got a little bit .....erm....how to said leh??maybe it is really too hard for us to get together, then suddenly we have a gathering like this,erm....haiz ntg la...just ignore.....

two years pasted ardy, now we all are studying in different place, and is very hard for us to get together. now , i dont know when we can together again.... i miss my secondary school life.... if now is two years before, we all still fighting for our spm and thinking about our future.....sleeping in the class, playing around, ponteng, copying answer for the acc homework( we all very scared miss woon will check our homework suddenly, so we have to did her homework ><), fooling around with MR.SEEN( our mentor) and so on ......... what a sweet memories....then , we still planing what we gonna to do after spm..work??if want to work , where we have to looking for the work ..some of my frez have to go NS, this will cause them cannot eran the extra pocket money .... and this cause my frez(KX) hate the NS so much ...... but after three month, when she came bac from the NS , she love it so much and she really proud of it ..... i still remember last year CNY, i still have to work, and this cause me cannot go bac to my HOME....after i finished my work, i have my dinner in mamak , then i received a call from my frez....oh my god .... there are playing over there but i'm working over here...when i chating with my frez, my eyes turns to red colour and my tears almost drop out ....at that time , i'm really regret and i wan to fly bac to my home ....but fortunaly i didt do that, if not i will lose my salary ><

..now is 2008 liao, and all of us ardy 19 years old.... we have did what we have plan last time.....time never wait for people..... all of us become more and more mature .........now u all have to go into U liao ....wish u all the best in the future and for my frez who r studying in form 6 all the best in your spm oo !!!!

now is 2.53 am ....is time to bed ...wish i have a nice dream......><
gaN...

fiNAllY~~~

today is 13 jun 2008, i'm here to update my blog again ......finally i came bac to my home....long time did not come back ardy, but everything still remain the same , nothing is change....still got half month to go, then i will finish my foundation .... which mean that i have to decide what i want to study study in my degree course... haiz ... headache ah ...... every sub looks like the same ....confusing eh ....haiz ....after YED still got assignment then is presentation followed up by test then is final exam.......then is .......sieZzzzzzz

我爱的人

我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个什么人
陪我过没有了她的人生
成家立业之类的等等
她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢
我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深
我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说"我们"
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声

very very nice song ......check it out!!!!