something new

ya~~~ i having my holiday right now and it's going to finish soon. sucks right ??!! actually i plan to update my blog yesterday , and i got quite a lot of feelings to share but I'm lazy and i want to be alone while I'm updating my blog~~~ and now my family go to bed ardy so it's time for me to update my blog ~~

last last night , i went out with my friends and yam cha with them . At first, everything goes smoothly, but then when one of my friends suggest we go for a pool ~~i rejected the plan coz I'm not feeling well but at the end i still go for it ... while I'm playing , i saw my frez smoking ! i was shocked at that time , coz the guy give people a very good impression (i didn't mean that smoking is bad boy ), i just shocked only when i saw him smoking , and by looking the ways he smoking , i know he is not the first time touch on cigarette. and what i know is he is not happy ~~ i can feel that.

case 2,
next, my another best frez, and he is working right now . there are reason why he is working, because he wants to collect the money to afford the fees in college . how pity is it right ? we no need to work to paid for our fees but why he have to do that ?? life is sometimes unfair , different people will have different destiny to face and we used to called it as fate right ?? it's just unfair. maybe , this will be the way to makes him become stronger and stronger.( listening to simple plan - perfect , damn suit for my frez situation right now )

case 3,
another frez, i know he is trying to put everything in his heart. i know he is missing her . i know, seriously. he told me that , he and that girl are past tense, and actually it is impossible to get back girl back. he said that he gives up so many times before, but it's really hard to forget her. really hard. he is trying hard to forget her but he just can't do it . he will view the girl facebook or any things that had updated by the girl although he is trying to control himself or even not to care anything about the girl . but, he failed to do that. sometimes, he will stare at the msn just waiting the girl online , but when the girl online he was no dare to chat with the girl. i asked him why u don't appreciate the girl while u r with her ? he just remain silent .maybe he feel shame, coz he don't know how to appreciate what he had before and now only regret that what he had lose!! it's just too late , right ??

case 4,
yesterday was the "WU LIN DA HUI" that organised by nan ju. there r so many memories flash back when i heard the "nan yu kang ju ". i can remember the way we cheat the money , the way we begging our mum and dad to allowed us join to any activities that organised by NAN JU. besides that, i also have a unforgettable memory with someone while I'm one of the nan ju members, because of nan ju i know her-lum ji yan.

gosh, the medicine is works, i 'm so sleepy right now... i still got something to share but next time la !!