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hi hi everyone, long time no see ya ......hehehehe~~~~pai sei la everyone....i ardy long time did't update my blog ardy coz i very busy ma and there are so many things happened so i have no time to update my blog ....(finding an excuses , actually i'm lazy to update la.....haiz) ...Before this, i having my mid-term exam, everything go smoothly but in one of the afternoon, i received a call from my brother and he told me that my grandmother was sent to the hospital ardy... i was taken a back when i heard that news ...still got one more hour then i have to go into exam hall and take my bst exam ...what the FuXX......at that time i'm so worry about my grandmother's morbid and suddenly my brain became blank ardy and i can't remeber what i have study before,then i become more nervous ....>< .....after that i go and take a bath , try to calm down myself but fortunately i still can handle my exam and i get quite highest marks for my bst ..then after i finished my exam, my parents came to subang find us ....this is the first time my parents came to subang and see their daughter and son ......hahahha...and my parents told me that grandmother is ok ardy not need to worry too much ....wow ~~~i was so happy but i still have one more exam to go ..... then the very next day, after i finished my exam i having fun with my frez in red box...... suddenly, i received a call again ......haiz.....this call is from my eldest brother...he told me that grandmother maybe cannot ardy ...and he call me to contact my brother and go to hospital see my grandmother....this time really "gou li "liao .......i was so scared .. after that, i went bac home and call my brother .....when i arrived the hospital, i saw my aunt....i can see the tears in their eyes ....i was so so so .....at that time i still cannot visit my grandmother because the nurse is doing something on my grandmother....i just can heard some "geli" sound behind......oh my god......i really don't like this feeling .........hate it......but now, my grandmother is quite ok ardy and taking rest in her house ....hope u will be well soon ......take k ya!!!!

besides that, so many things had happened around my frez..... ex specially for my frez who r in a relationship.....this few week, i received a lot news from my frez, some of the news really shock me oo.....i was thinking about it after i heard that news. who is wrong , who r right, and who should be responsible on it ...... if u r in a serious relationship, would u think about your bf/gf feeling when u did something??? this few days, i was sick for the love song and don't know y those song can suddenly became so meaning full and some of it really reveals what had happened around us ......i have nothing to said about my frez because this are the privacy ..and it is not good to bocor my frez secret right....anyway wish u all will be ok la.... i have found that my tennis skills become worst and worst ..... what is going on on me ..... y m skills can shit until like this...every time when i lose point i will express my anger on the racket and i really want to hit my racket to the floor...but i didn't do it...because tennis racket is very expensive one de la ..... sometimes i will shout in the tennis court or i will kick the pagar,which besides that tennis court ....i know this is the childish action and i know that u saw it...but i really have to found out way to express my angry and sad.... so many thing happened this few days and i really feel quite stress....i think that i don't know how to control my emotion, and i think i 'm a moody person.... very sorry if i express my angry on u ...... i will try to control it.....don't know y i wont so moody before this maybe i really feel tired and pressure ......until now i still can't find the best way to express it ....haiz......


my school YED day is coming .... but my class haven't do anything yet ... i also very worry about my class leh ..... we have the plan but we all still not doing anything .....siez la......haiz .....hope all the problems can be solve and tomorrow will be a nice day ...i have to sleep ardy .....ZZZzzzzz.