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ya~~~ i having my holiday right now and it's going to finish soon. sucks right ??!! actually i plan to update my blog yesterday , and i got quite a lot of feelings to share but I'm lazy and i want to be alone while I'm updating my blog~~~ and now my family go to bed ardy so it's time for me to update my blog ~~

last last night , i went out with my friends and yam cha with them . At first, everything goes smoothly, but then when one of my friends suggest we go for a pool ~~i rejected the plan coz I'm not feeling well but at the end i still go for it ... while I'm playing , i saw my frez smoking ! i was shocked at that time , coz the guy give people a very good impression (i didn't mean that smoking is bad boy ), i just shocked only when i saw him smoking , and by looking the ways he smoking , i know he is not the first time touch on cigarette. and what i know is he is not happy ~~ i can feel that.

case 2,
next, my another best frez, and he is working right now . there are reason why he is working, because he wants to collect the money to afford the fees in college . how pity is it right ? we no need to work to paid for our fees but why he have to do that ?? life is sometimes unfair , different people will have different destiny to face and we used to called it as fate right ?? it's just unfair. maybe , this will be the way to makes him become stronger and stronger.( listening to simple plan - perfect , damn suit for my frez situation right now )

case 3,
another frez, i know he is trying to put everything in his heart. i know he is missing her . i know, seriously. he told me that , he and that girl are past tense, and actually it is impossible to get back girl back. he said that he gives up so many times before, but it's really hard to forget her. really hard. he is trying hard to forget her but he just can't do it . he will view the girl facebook or any things that had updated by the girl although he is trying to control himself or even not to care anything about the girl . but, he failed to do that. sometimes, he will stare at the msn just waiting the girl online , but when the girl online he was no dare to chat with the girl. i asked him why u don't appreciate the girl while u r with her ? he just remain silent .maybe he feel shame, coz he don't know how to appreciate what he had before and now only regret that what he had lose!! it's just too late , right ??

case 4,
yesterday was the "WU LIN DA HUI" that organised by nan ju. there r so many memories flash back when i heard the "nan yu kang ju ". i can remember the way we cheat the money , the way we begging our mum and dad to allowed us join to any activities that organised by NAN JU. besides that, i also have a unforgettable memory with someone while I'm one of the nan ju members, because of nan ju i know her-lum ji yan.

gosh, the medicine is works, i 'm so sleepy right now... i still got something to share but next time la !!

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夜深人静的时候，真的好寂寞！！！
再加上沉重的思念，让人好茅盾哦！！！
失去之后才学会的珍惜，也太迟了吧！！！
what i'm writing !!! geli!!

whatever~~

遊戲規則:被點到名字的人要在自已的blog裡寫下答案。去掉一個你最不喜歡的問題，再加上一個新的，傳給其它8個人。列出其它8個被點名的人，到他們的blog裡留言通知。被點名者不得拒絕。被點名的人將會得到大家的祝福(認真)，並且所有願望都會實現。
01.你認為分手後的男女朋友還能做普通朋友嗎?
答: 须要一点时间吧~~最后还是能做普通朋友。。
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02.你最希望從朋友(不包括愛人)那裡得到的是什麼？
答: 凯要结婚了！！！到时候我一定要喝到烂醉如泥！！！他妈的太开心了！！！
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03.最近最鬱悶的事？
答：考试！！
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04.最受不了自已哪個缺點？
答:总是把所有问题往身上扛，和太过善良！！！
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05.金钱与家人你会选择什么？
答:家人是我的首选
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07.你現在最想擁有的是什麼？
答:暂时不缺什么。。
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08.你的夢想是什麼？
答:花不完的钱！！！
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09.喜欢现在的生活吗？
答:still ok
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10. 你最受不了什么人？
答:those fucker who like to take advantage on me.
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11.什么人是你最欣賞的？
答:白手起家的人
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12.這輩子做過最瘋狂的事情是什麼？還想從事的瘋狂行為是什麼？
答：？？
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14.有想過放棄現有生活去流浪嗎？如果有，為的是什麼？
答: 有想过
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16.十年之後，你想過什麼樣的生活？你打算如何實現呢？
答:非一般的生活
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17.喜欢怎样的另一半?
答:成熟、温柔、体贴
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18.一個月多少錢才算OK?
答:1000
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19.最想到哪里举行婚礼?
答:小岛
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20.雖然很八股題了，但還是想問一下，愛人好還是被愛好？
答:最好是两者兼具！！！
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21. 今年生日想收到什么礼物?
答: 好好的庆祝一番。。。
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22.最希望自己具備哪一種超能力？
答:隐形
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23.如果让你选你还会选择先在这条路吗？
答:一定会！！决不后悔！！！
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24.你最想去哪个国家?
答：岛屿国家
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25.现在想不想谈恋爱？
答：应该是时候了吧~~
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lum ji yan

i need a break

after rushing with those bull shit assignments, i'm exhausted ......

i need a break~~~

actually, ky (kim yau ) ,cy (chin yeow), and me plan to go koh samui, Thailand when i'm having holiday on may !!!! but they blow it up ardy !!!! they said they have no money ( same with me ), and they have to do with their enrolment into U... so they got no extra time to travel with me !!!! how sad is it ~~~

AND, u know what ky told me before ???he said that he is going to loss his weight before we go KOH SAMUI, and if possible, he is trying to work out muscle so he can attract those "kim xi cats" over there!!! Then , he went for jogging for few weeks then he GIVE UP again !!!!

KY ,ee ling , and you CHANG KAI XIN , three of you plan to diet since form 2 until now !!! but untill now i still see ntg !!!!! ><'''' haiy!!!!!

anyway, if can , hope i can have my vacation at beach somedays later, no matter at koh samui , bali or whatever la !!!

speechless

what a busy month for me, i was rushing my assignments for this few weeks!!! finally, three assignments was down, and one more left, which is the hardest for me...god....i still have to read many materials, otherwise i was not able come out with 3000 words ....><'' damn siez ..
BTW,
i wish i can go bac for this month....
i wish i can have bbq with u all....
i wish i can lim teh with u all......
i wish i can travel with u all....
i wish i can play tennis.........
but i just cannot make it, coz I'm too busy ....
i know every time I'm ruining your plan, but the timing always is the problems.
I'm here to said sorry la ~~~
hope u all understand me la, this month was the most busy month for me........

quiet stress for these few days........
and damn emo right now, i was thinking the same problems....
i'm keeping quiet does not means that what is going on.....
i'm being generous to you , but i get is just nothing !!!!
and start taking advantage on me.......
i swear , i swear, i wont be so generous at all...
damn fuck up !!!!

and for those stingy guys,
you all get my a copy of my assignments yesterday and then when i ask u to send bac to me but you all just ignore it !!! fuck off!!!!
how come u all can be so so so stingy when came to assignments!!!!!
next time no more free assignments from me ~~~~

MISS U LIKE CRAZY!!!!

I used to call you my girl
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had
When I think of youI don't know what to do
When will I see you again
I miss you like crazy
Even more than words can say
I miss you like crazy Every minute of every day
Girl I'm so down when you love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss youI miss you like crazy
You are all that I want
You are all that I need
Can't you see how i feel
Can't you see that my pain's so real
When I think of youI don't know what to do
When will I see you again

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i'm so sick with my current job!!! god damn it... can u stop throwing jobs to me ? don't u know that i still have to do with my studies !!! and you !!! CUSTOMERS, pls stop calling me when I'm in class. u all are annoying my studies eh !!!! fucking asshole . i'm so tired with it. i never have a college student life. sleep, eat , sports, gossip around, lim teh with frez........every time when i came bac from school, first thing that i have to do is deal with those FUCKING register forms and send it to the company, then post the sim cards to those "dogs", check blacklist,check which forms are not in the lists!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so sick with it!!!!!!!!

haiz.....but i have no choice, i know. maybe this will be the only way for me to save money if i want to study in oversea.i feel unhappy right now!!!seriously~~~~