The Ups and Downs

:(

2011-06-12T06:57:00.000-07:00

It has been a while. I cannot remember when was the last time i actually sit down and update my thought in this blog. Anyway, I 'm here to share something.

Sooner or later i will be graduate from Unisa, which means that i will be unemployed at that time. To be honest, I'm going to miss this ! no matter how much i hate about those assignments, course work, test and bla bla bla .... When it come to the end, i have a really hard feeling on it. Especially few days ago, I was working on my last assignment for this semester, and my friend told me

" Hey, you better work hard for this, because this will be the Last assignment for you". Then I'm like , yeah , he is damn right , is my last assignment. After this, there will be no more assignment from Uni.....

I'm so fuss about my future.

Thought i will be strong enough to take this , but the fact is I'm not.

We haven't meet each other for at least 2 months. When we meet, everything just flow perfectly and I had a great time and i really appreciate it. We did something out of our routine and i feel awesome about it. But, i can feel those barriers between us, never can figure it out. Staring to those stuffs that you left to me , I'm like when are we going to meet again ? Then , the next question will be "are we going to meet again ?"

Good to know that you are doing great and you have such a big plan for your future.

:(

2011-05-08T02:23:00.000-07:00

難過

是因為悶了很久

是因為想了太多

是心理起了作用

你說苦笑常常陪著你

在一起有點勉強

該不該現在休了我

*不想太多

我想一定是我

聽錯弄錯搞錯

拜託我想是你的腦袋有問題

隨便說說

其實我早已經猜透看透不想多說

只是我怕眼淚撐不住

不懂你的黑色幽默

想通卻又再考倒我

說散你想很久了吧

我不想拆穿你

當作是你開的玩笑

想通卻又再考倒我

說散你想很久了吧

敗給你的黑色幽默

說散你想很久了吧

我的認真敗給黑色幽默

:X

2011-05-04T18:25:00.000-07:00

miss you more than anything ~~~

:(

2011-05-02T05:51:00.001-07:00

So fucking stress recently.......

:(

2011-04-27T15:54:00.001-07:00

one of my friends told me that you know what would be the answer.

but

i just want to give it another shot.

:)

2011-04-24T20:12:00.000-07:00

chest to chest

nose to nose

palm to palm

We were always just that close ~~

I can't stop thinking of that night

What we've done in the club,

or even those stuffs we've done on the way back home

It just too sweet !

I have a blast at that night !

and i cherish you !

:)

2011-04-24T07:35:00.001-07:00

I had a best night out ever! EVER!!!!!

:(

2011-04-10T06:53:00.000-07:00

used to visit that place for once or twice in a month......

feel so blissful .......

or being taking care......

Always had a great time.....

BUT,

everything will back to basic on the Next day

Even Worst ~~~~

And i'm wondering,

what if i heading back to the place that i used to belong

Am i'm going to survive without this ?

I'm sure that I'm going to MISS it.

:)/:(

2011-03-25T06:49:00.000-07:00

Went out on yesterday night and prove that i need to do it more often. Question, HOW ?

:(

2011-03-18T05:46:00.000-07:00

It's a quarter after eleven, million of stuffs running in my head, torturing my mind !

Everything does not go the way that i thought! Never!

Whatever! Just deal with the fact!

:') /:'(

2011-01-11T19:00:00.000-08:00

It had been a while. Now, let me share with you about my Canada's life.

In the beginning of 2010 year, I was doing my routine in checking my mail box. Surprisingly, there was an email regarding my application for student exchange in Canada was accepted by Brock University! Everything is out of my expectation, i never thought that i would have a chance to step on Canada territory! After that, I made up my mind and start packing and get everything ready.

The day before i left Australia, i seriously wasn't in the mood! I knew that i'm going miss my friends. After 22 hours flight from Adelaide to Toronto, it drives me crazy and dizzy ! Luckily, Tony was there and pick me up at the airport! I really appreciated his help through out my time in Canada. After that, Tony drop me in school and left. I picked up my keys at student services center and moved all my luggage into my room. At the moment, there was a warm welcoming party happening at Campus. However, I was freaking tired after 22 hours flight so i decided to stay at my residence and unpacking my stuffs. Leo, he was the first guy that i met when i arrived Brock. He was my house mate. I saw my name "Gan" was sticked on the door together with a name "LEE". Then i start wondering, am i going to stay with another Asian ? After a short conversation with LEO, I knew that he was a bit tipsy and drunk at that time, and he told me that " LEE" wasn't an ASIAN but a CANADIAN.

The first night , i have this bizarre feeling, I felt empty, miserable and lonely. It took almost 2 hours to bed! The next day, I met a girl, Morena, she is from UNISA as well, What a coincidence! Then Johan, a French guy who uses ridicule irony sarcasm when he is talking to people! I knew that he wasn't born to be so mean! Anyway, he is a cute French guy. Charlotte, an intelligent, smart and a girl who likes to complain so much! She told me that this is French Style and she just cannot get rid of it ! What a nice girl! Pauline, a typical French girl! Never mess around with her, she will yell and push you when she was angry! Benjamin, my brother! WE used to drink and dance together ! I miss him.

I was so sad that i have no choice and have to left Canada and all my friends! Next, I knew someone who is really close to me, it was so hard to said goodbye and i really miss those time that we spend together. I can felt that was a blade in my heart! It Hurts and i knew that i broke your heart as well ! I'm so Sorry that i broke my promise! I never meant to break it, Never ! We are born to be the person from different world So take care! I miss you! I really do :') Have a good life !

Guys, take care !

2010-12-10T23:44:00.000-08:00

Someone is ruining his mood !

:)/:(

2010-12-10T23:35:00.001-08:00

I'm not sure that i'm doing the right thing , but it just happened to me. I shouldn't expect more other than this. Since i accepted it, i should know this is going to be tough, so just deal with it !

:)

2010-09-21T19:09:00.000-07:00

YES !!! I'm Enjoying my life !!!!!!

and i'm so sorry to my friends because it had been such a long time i did not contact with you guys ! i've been so busy for these few weeks and there is a lot of events going on and on , i just feels like it will be such a waste if i miss it !!!! I just came back from toronto trip which is amazing for me !!! AND Montreal trip for this weekend !!! Bring it on !!!!!! CANADA :)

Once again , NEVER SAID NO TO CANADA !!!!!!!!!!

p.s. I'm going to upload my Toronto Trip photos soon :) so Stay tunned !!!!

:)

2010-09-07T19:07:00.000-07:00

Today was my second day in Canada and guess what i found that they are fucking different totally different. First of all, all my house mates are like fucking heavy drinker and smoker. They did smoke and drink a lot in the hostel and they did ask me to join them. But i said i just going to drink but not for the smoke. Don't worry guys, they are really nice to me! And you know what, there is like a lots of parties going on on campus!!! MAN, is like partying everyday and night !!! Is Awesome!!They is a party going on today , and they did asked me to join but i'm so freaking tired after the orientation stuffs!!I'm sure it will be a lot of fun to join them in the party! yeah, Not to mention the sex part!! Man, they told me a lots of sex story such as where they used to fuck a chick , threesome , or whatever!!! Is Funny !!!! But i still can't really get used to the way they talk. They talked like Canadian!!! But i know that i will get used to it in some days!!!

Cheers

I feel like a bit dizzy because i finished a can of beer in one shot meanwhile my friend finished a big glass of liquor at the same time. They are Awesome!!!! :)

2010-08-26T02:51:00.000-07:00

Today is my off day,which means that today will be my shopping day :)

First, i went for a hair cut , and i looked for the Korean girl who did a hair cut for me last time.

After i showed her some pictures and did some explanation, she is just going to start. Here the

conversation start.

Korean barber: Are you sure you want to shave your both side just like Tae Yang did ?

Me: Yes , please.

Korean barber: Are you really sure you want to shave your both side just like Tae Yang did ? ( She asked again )

Me: NO, maybe next time. Just make it shorter will be fine :)

Korean barber : ( LAUGHING) ~~~~~~Maybe you can do it in summer :)

ME : yes, absolutely.

....................................................

Then i headed to shopping mall and bought some "useful "stuffs

Goose feather Winter clothes which costs me $180!!!

and my new shoe !!!!!!! PUMA ~~

absolutely gorgeous~~~~

Cheers :)

and Canada, two weeks time to go :)

:)

2010-08-23T07:38:00.000-07:00

My brand new black hard suitcase. How was it ? Is it good looking ?? I bet you are :)

:(

2010-08-10T05:11:00.000-07:00

Which is the hard part ???.........

.........Never , never get through it easily

:)

2010-08-10T01:00:00.001-07:00

This was the kind of wallet that i had been looking for and finally i found it accidentally with a cheap price. AND I can not see a reason why i shouldn't buy it :)

Cheers :)

:)

2010-08-06T09:56:00.000-07:00

When was the last time i updated my blog, i can't even remember. I got plenty of stuffs can share with you guys, but i'm just no in the mood in updating my blog.

Finally, today was the day.It is 2.32 in Adelaide , but I'm failed to get sleep.Today i wasn't feels good, totally sucks!! I screw up , i screw up my job ! I did so many mistakes today !!! What wrong with me, my thoughts was far away from job! FUCK!!! I send the order to the wrong table which is the mistakes that i made before! Can't believe i did it again! AND not to mention that i break the plate when i'm cleaning the table! totally Careless!

Recently, I'm just fucking busy messing around with my job . I had been working for two weeks for non stop. It is alright for me actually, because i got no UNI until Sept. AND, I'm trying to earn as much as i can before i leave Australia. I know that i will spend a lot in Canada! AND i meet the lecturer who wrote a recommendation letter for me as a student exchange- Miss Catherine. Special thanks to her although i don't know what the hell you write in the letter :)

He is leaving in one day and when the time he get back, it will be my turn to leave him. I was talking about my roommate. He is Azid, no doubt that i'm going to miss him. Time flies , seriously , i had been staying with him for half year, everything is just like so new and fresh to me. It just feels like everything happened on yesterday.

Grey Anatomy was the Tv Show that i'm chasing recently. It was good you know. It dealing with a lots of life game theory. Besides that, those doctors love to have sex in the on call room. I'm on season 4 right now, it will be 2 more season left for me.

UNI's life doesn't sucks, if you can find a way to enjoy it! I hope that i had figure it out.

Cheers :)

:(

2010-06-26T05:49:00.000-07:00

Something terrible happened on my exam today !!! FUCK!!!!!

:)

2010-06-17T05:59:00.000-07:00

记得当我在Subang 读书的时候，有一次考试的期间，朋友在我家读书，然后我拿我的notes进厕所读（我很喜欢在厕所读书，因为它最容易进脑），被我的朋友发现到，然候他说：

你傻了啊！！！等一下你考出来的成绩像大便一样！！！

害我现在每次要进厕所读书都把notes收在衣服里面!!!! :)

I'm missing my Subang toilet !!!! TT

101 things to do before you graduate

2010-06-13T02:51:00.000-07:00

Check this out !! i had found something interesting !!

if you're a super fun student, then you should do all these things before you leave uni

1. sleep outside
2. get locked out
3. skip lectures for a week

-I skipped it for the whole semester !!:)

4. crash a party
5. eat toast for a whole week
6. start drinking at 9am
7. have a one night stand
8. don't the washing up for a week
9. don't change your sheets for a semester

- i will never do it again because it will makes my face become worst !!!
10. wear the same pants/knickers for a whole week
11. pull a random stranger
12. sleep in someone else's room
13. cry yourself to sleep
14. only drink alcohol for a day
15. do a whole essay the night before
16. max out your massive overdraft
17. get lost and attend the wrong lecture
18. have absoluetly zero food in the house and sneakily live off housemates without them realising

-I did it when i'm in subang !!!!SORRY!!! But the BR tastes really nice !!!
19. make an entire meal using only the microwave (not a microwave instant meal either!)
20. keep your housemates up all night by having sex
21. spend the last £10 of your loan on beer not food
22. have noise wars

- but arguing for nothing ~~~
23. play a drinking game
24. go to a gig
25. go to a festival
26. kiss someone of the same sex
27. have a threesome
28. meet a band
29. stay awake for 72 hours
30. survive on pot noodles, pasta and beans for a week
31. throw a party in your flat/ house
32. get taken home by security
33. wake your housemates up when you're really drunk
34. have a 2 day hangover
35. sleep with someone and forget their name
36. lose your phone and/or bank card on a night out
37. join a sport
38. join a society
39. befriend a bus driver/ taxi man/ bouncer

- always
40. get free drinks from a friend at the SU bar
41. go to a lecture from a different course
42. facebook rape a friend who foolishly leaves themselves logged in and leaves the room
43. get naked publically
44. sneak into a club without paying
45. party every single night for a week
46. reference a reference for info. you found on wikipedia
47. neglect to hand in a piece of coursework
48. plageurise
49. collude
50. slip the word ostrich into an essay, to see if your marker is paying attention
51. get so drunk you forget what you did
52. go abroad with uni
53. never get a job and survive on loan and the bank of dad for the whole year
54. order grocery shopping on line so as not to need to move
55. sustain a serious relationship
56. go travelling
57. turn 21 in drunken style
58. go a year without failing anything
59. fail a module and re-take
60. have a pint between lectures
62. discover snakebite
63. get a coursework extension
64. live in halls
65. get your own house
66. don't leave a club until closing
67. pull an allnighter partying
68. go to lectures drunk
69. hand coursework in late
70. take a random, unrelated module
71. see a band you've never heard off
72. stage a protest
73. whilst very drunk, leave people embarrasing voicemails/ send embarrassing texts
74. have a full house pyjama day
75. go a social for a sport/ soc you're not in
76. befriend a fresher
77. lose your virginity!

-just kidding !!!!
78. take someone's virginity
79. wake up and wonder where you are
80. learn to cook... as in vegetables, not supernoodles
81. make money by bizarre methods, such a drug dealing, medical trials or dog walking
82. do some enthusiatic fancy-dress nights
83. get freshers' flu
84. go on a pub crawl
85. watch a full week of every episode of friends/ hollyoaks on channel 4, e4 and e4+1
86. drive to a lecture because you can't be arsed to walk
87. go on a drunken cycling mission
88. have a 'wall of glory' with underwear of every one-night-conquest your house has had pinned up
89. play ring-of-fire
90. get screwed over playing 'i have never'
91. shop on a store card/ credit card
92. spend your loan on clothes/ beer/ cigarettes drugs/ holidays/ nights out
93. visit a friend at their uni
94. have friends visit you at uni
95. give / receive a booty call
96. have sex in a club/ a lecture / the library/ the su/ the launderette/ a field / etc
97. be in the room with 2 people having sex ( and not know about it!)
98.join a sports club you've never done before
99. join a soc you're not related to
100. make a friend-for-life
101. actually graduate

God !!!!! i still got 54 to go !!!!! better hurry up :)

:)

2010-05-12T06:02:00.000-07:00

Today i just got the travel grant from Unisa!!!!! I'm so happy and i going to use it on my airline ticket!!! I still cannot believe that I'm going to Canada !!!

God bless me ^^

:)

2010-05-10T21:38:00.000-07:00

I'm so fucking happy right now!!! I don't even know how to describe my feelings in words!!! My visa to CANADA was APPROVED !!!!!!!!Canada i'm coming !!!!

Cheers :)

Ridiculous post :)

2010-05-02T22:06:00.000-07:00

this is what i had for my dinner ( Fried Chicken breast)...... Target 60 kg !!!!!!

My left side

and right side

And finally MIDDLE !!!!!!!!!! WAHAHAHAHA
the new jacket that i bought and it costs me 74 !!!! is already half price

ntg :)

just want to let you guys know that i'm doing good .And i will take a good care of my face as well since it was my asset !!!! HEHEHE~~~ Cheers

p.s GOD !!! even myself also cannot tahan what i did !!!!

AND one more thing , IF i mean if my photos scared you , i'm here to apologize !!! SOrryyyyyyy... i doesn't mean to scare you :) just bear with it !!!

What is going on !!!!

2010-05-02T06:49:00.000-07:00

Love is everywhere !!! First is yean sin, then ee ling , after that yih tyng and ji yan. And now i just discover that even lee meng is dating !!!! what the hell is going on ??? Cupid is really hardworking in 2010 ~~~~ and i'm wondering that when is kim yau and KAI XIN turn .... please give them a shot !!!! especially KAI XIN !!!!! :)

good night, 11.30

cheers :)

:)

2010-04-16T08:11:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone , how are you guys doing ? good? I'm fine over here, just a bit busy with my Uni life. I went to school today and stay inside the library from 11 am to 7 pm just to finish up my assignment. Finally, i did it :) but i'm fucking tired right now.

First, about the student exchange program, i just submitted my visa application forms together with the bank draft of $125 CDN today. I really hope that they will never reject my application since i spend a lots of time to do the research about the visa. If they rejected my application i will have resubmit my application with another bank draft of $ 125 CDN. I'm not that rich, officers so please pass my application. AND, one more thing please and never ask me go for an interview with you guys !!! I got no time to deal with you guys and i do not have extra money to buy a flight ticket to Sydney. I 'm officially broke :(

Then, i got two letter from my university.One of the letter is to inform me that i was earned a place for myself on the University Merit Awards. And, they told me that i was one of the top 15 % student within my course. Actually, i have no idea what is this about because i never heard before. Are they going to reward me with CASH?:) Please, i need it so badly right now. Then, they said i was eligible to apply for Honours. I was so excited at the first place, because i know that honours is really useful for me in future especially in job application. Then , i log in to my Uni Web site to check about the Honours. Fuck that , the honour is going to cost me another 20,000 AUS. Now only i realize that this was a trap. Uni is trying set us up with this letter. Luckily i not that stupid! (I'm top student, man!! :) ) hahaha

Then the other letter is from Golden Key International Honour Society. Based on the letter, due to the academic achievement that i did in my Uni, they are inviting me to join their club. AND, Membership is by invitation only :) How lucky i m. But i have to paid 95 AUS for the joining fees. However, there are plenty of scholarship that i can apply once i had became their member. Once i get the scholarship i will able to get my money back !!!! :)

It's 1.50 am over here. I going to stop right now. Good night !

ya, one more thing , Do i looks like 24 or 25 ? She thought i was 24 or 25. WTF!!!! I'm 21 and this is my year !!!!!! :)

:)

2010-04-07T06:25:00.000-07:00

immabe by black eyes peas made my day !!!! :) i'm so fucking lazy right now , and i got no mood to update my blog ...... so ,maybe next time :)cheers everyone ....

:)

2010-03-30T07:44:00.000-07:00

maybe she deserved it ~~~~

BUSY

2010-03-25T23:14:00.001-07:00

I'm fucking busy right now !!!!!
that's all
cheers :)

Unexpected mail and my meals again ~~~

2010-02-26T05:48:00.000-08:00

I was settle down in Adelaide around three weeks. Everything was normal and the affair which was really surprising me only happened when those "celaka" showing international gesture to me !!! I'm pretty lucky compare to my friends because my friends still having the same problem until now!! My friends got those greetings like six times meanwhile i just got two. So far, i think that Adelaide is such a peaceful place to stay and a best place to live after retirement for no doubt. Most of the Australian are friendly to us especially elder people. Furthermore, Australian really respect to those people with disability especially in public transport. But, when i was in Malaysia , the bus driver, and the person who selling ticket are sucks because they are rude and they like to scolding people when we blocking his way! Besides that, bus are dirty enough and there are a lots of residual foods left in the bus.!!! However, I still miss Malaysia so much due to their foods !!!!! DAMN , i miss lok lok , SS2, Murni , Hong Lok, D island, AH Kau, and Sunway Pyramid so so so much!!!!!

Next, i was received a unexpected mail from UniSA few days ago. I was taken a back when i saw that mail. Moxxxx Fuxxxx, my application was successful for the international student exchange program. And, i was accepted by Brock University in CANADA!!!!!! At first, i just filled up the form for fun and i never thought that i can be so lucky. And now, i'm in a dilemma, i just arrived Adelaide for three weeks , if i accept the offer from Brock Uni, i will have to leave on July and after that i have to come back to Adelaide in December to continue my studies over here again!!!! Sounds really ridiculous and i will be so tired after this exchange program. But, it was a precious opportunity for me, because i never never have a chance to study in Canada!!! SERIOUSLY!!!!! I will attend the briefing session on tomorrow so that i can ask for further details and information about the student exchange program. And i have to made a decision at that time so god bless me!!!! I hope that someone is going to the same Uni with me so at least i got someone accompany me in a new environment. Get used of everything in a new environment is really hard without friends, so should i go for it ?

This is the mail that shocked me !!!!!!
Nice decoration makes you have a good appetite to finish it!!!!
This is awesome for a kick start in the morning.

I like this Picture so so much~~~
So , do you think i can cook ? wahahaha
Looks like an expert right ? No doubt for it !!!!!

My meals

2010-02-23T20:05:00.000-08:00

Looks like everyone does not agree with my cooking skills. What wrong with you guys?!!! Those meals that cooked by me is DAMN DELICIOUS !!! Seriously .... But, the worst thing is i bought glutinous rice instead of rice. DAMN.... Currently, I don't know how to settle with the glutinous rice. Anyone got any suggestions ? here is the meal for my yesterday dinner and today breakfast.

I'm here to update something.....

2010-02-16T23:39:00.000-08:00

Finally, my dream came true, i was in Adelaide right now, and taking my Bachelor here.

First, i have to said thank you to my parents and my beloved friends in Malaysia. You guys are really awesome!!!I've a lots of happy memories before i depart. Really appreciate that, seriously .

To my parents and family,

I'm fine over here, everything looks great and fresh for me, and please don't worry about me!!! Although there is something happened when i just arrived Adelaide , but it's doesn't matter, it just a small case for me. I still able to handle it. Now, everything seems goes smoothly and I'm happy with my new life over here. :) DAD and MUM i love you and miss you :)

p.s. Can't wait to explore my new life over here.

To my beloved friends,

KAI XIN, EE LING, YEAN SIN, YONG XIN, KIM YAU, YIH TYING AND CHIN YEOW

hey guys, how are you ? Adelaide is such a nice place to explore! I really miss you guys. Actually that day in the air port, i did tried to hold my tears, because i know that when i start tears you guys will cry non stop, especially kai xin and ee ling!!! However, i failed. The felling really sucks when i have to separate with you guys. So, when i was hugging yong xin , my tears started drop automatically. I just failed to control it, and i was not dare to look at you guys face, so i don't know who is crying at that time. ( can anyone tell me who is crying that time, hahaha).

Kai Xin,

please focus on your study, and stop addicted to branded stuffs!!! And one more things , stop grumbling and appreciate what you got.

EE Ling,

There only one things that i concern about you which is BF !!!! You are 20 right now , and your market value is started depreciate right now. So, lower your expectation and grab one in your school ! I'm pretty sure there is a lot of hot and cute guys in your school right ?

p.s. remember share some with kai xin ya

Yean Sin,

We all are in the same age, but you had face so many different things compare to us , but you are still able to overcome it. I have to admit that you are the toughest girl that i never meet before. Your determination and braveness really impress me. So, SMILE :)

Yong Xin,

everything is too sudden right ? I'm glad to see you able to overcome it and remain everything as usual. It was a past tense for you , so don't look back and focus on your future, i know that you will have a bright future than no one else.

Kim Yau,

Do you still that we actually plan to have our holiday in KohSamui? Unfortunately, we just cannot make it due to our financial problems and body size problems which is happened on you and Chin yeow!! wahahhaha.... I really miss the time when we doing those ridiculous stuffs,fooling around and shopping. Please do what you said before - keep fit at the time !!!!!

Yih Tying,

Hey girl, actually I'm a bit sad that you can't send me in the air port ,but i know that there is always a reason behind. So, don't so conscious about it.. It's ok :) Anyway , just take care.

Chin yeow,

Finally got a Gf already, hahahaha. Happy right ? I'm happy for you too. Everything still OK with with you in Ipoh ? Take care my friend !!!!

Next, special for the 5E gang!!!

Hong shen, Eric, Kai Chung, Kuku, Jian Ming Nai wan, Huang Shen, Ah heng and others ......( There is a bit rush so sorry if i did not state out your name )

How are you guys? I'm fine over here , everything is just too great for me. Form now on, i can't listen to your joke already, it just too bad to said that. I miss your joke or even your move, because it just too awesome..!!! Especially Eric, seriously!!!! hahaahaha....please web cam with me when you all are together. Jian ming, i think you will club less often than before, because you just lose a Clubbing kaki !!! So, please wait for me to come back and club with you again!!! Please take care guys, i miss you!!!!!

Here will be those photos that i took when i just arrived Adelaide...

She is feeding pigeon...
My bedroom and it was a bit mess....

I got my own fridge in my Room ~~ so nice ~~~

Finally i bought it, my CK Free!!!!!
Nian 30 night i was spend it with my friend's friends with an Australian BBQ.. ( Angeline told me that it was an Australian BBQ)

The view of Sun rise.... i think

Guess what, i found GD album in the plane, and GD was accompany for the journey to ADELAIDE:)
and 2NE1 as well
I was in a gastric, so i didn't eat those Ferrero Rocher that provided~~~ (wasting)
Meals that provided in plane .
I will upload more photo in the coming week, so just bear with me~~~

Everyone take care ya ~~~~

2010-01-21T05:19:00.000-08:00

mother fucker !!!! chao ji bai !!!!! ta ma de chao ji bai hai !!!!! diao ni ah seng !!!!

asshole !!!! ji bai !!!! fuck you !!!! your mother fucking idiot!!!!

KAI XIN GOT NEW TARGET ALREADY!!!

2010-01-10T19:59:00.000-08:00

.:XiN:. says:

i am home

super tired o

GAN says:

so happy

finally can go to school

.:XiN:. says:

haiy

just now i went with my housemate

he is from sarawal

sarawak

luckily i can recognize all those bus

GAN says:

wow~~

what sub she taking ?

oh my god

is he a guy ???

makan dia!!!!!!!

.:XiN:. says:

so i can go home smoothly

i am so geng in taking utar bus dy

haha

shit la u

GAN says:

hahha

just both of u ??

.:XiN:. says:

his pattern is like XXX that de

GAN says:

what course he taking ??

.:XiN:. says:

basketball player also

he is foundation

i am degree!!!!

he is from sarawak

then about kl road he dont know ma

then he follow me lo

GAN says:

wow~~~

basketball player oo

handsome or not ??

taller than u ??

makan dia la

what are you waiting for??

hahha

.:XiN:. says:

i am hungry now

but not my type ok

just now orientation got one senior

he is cute, man!

he talk to me, haha

GAN says:

wowowo~~~

.:XiN:. says:

very cute~

GAN says:

amazing

.:XiN:. says:

GAN says:

cute guy !!!

damn xiao liao

.:XiN:. says:

he tell me that utar got talent time

GAN says:

cute guy huh ~~~

.:XiN:. says:

ask me to go see see

GAN says:

oh my god

.:XiN:. says:

yaya, cute guy

GAN says:

is he flirting with u ??

.:XiN:. says:

fuck u

he just everyone the same thing

just tell everyone

like inform us one by one

he is cute

GAN says:

^^ what is this mean ??

aiyo ~~

.:XiN:. says:

i cant my eye from him ( she is damn hungry right now , UTAR guys watch out !)

take my eye

GAN says:

xiao liao

.:XiN:. says:

^^ i am happy

GAN says:

ta ma de!!!!!

then the basketball guys taller than u ??

handsome or not ??

makan both la

.:XiN:. says:

i think he taller than me

but he looks honestly la.... very kampung

GAN says:

aiyo ~~

i know you need something wild one

hahaha

.:XiN:. says:

when he speak to me, i can hear the accent of his kampung

wild ur head la

i want go out da bao food

i havent eat breakfast yet eh

i think i 100% can be thin b4 CNY

GAN says:

bbla

.:XiN:. says:

away first

later come back continue

holiday~

2009-12-24T05:31:00.000-08:00

i'm here , finally ........before this i just too busy settling my school stuffs and travelling with my beloved friends!!! i have to said it was so fun by sticky around with you guys, especially in our "terbalik KL" trip !!! it was an unexpected trip, and everything came too suddenly!!! however, we still able to manage our trip very well!! great JOB!!!First dayWe went to zoo negara at the first day , and it was our first destination which is stated in our plan. GUYS, ZOO NEGARA is so fun!!! As a Malaysian, i think that you should go Zoo Negara at least once before you died!! :) I'm so lazy to write down the details to you guys so i'm just going to upload some photos to you guys only....

second day

we all spend the whole day on shopping only and YT, YS, and EL drunk when we having our alcohol drinks!! thats all nothing much

last day

actually we plan to go genting again to take photo , but my car is too heavy and can't really get up to genting so we have to cancel it.

cute right ??haha

thank you for your support !!!

this called BABY FAT~~ CUTE right ???

MR. Kangaroo i'm going to meet you soon

Dreaming ~~~

this is the photo that snap by me , nice ? so proud of it

tick tock tick tock ...

2009-11-24T14:03:00.000-08:00

i will be free soon !!!!!!

* and i'm going to update soon ~~~ learned it from yt

something new ~~~

2009-10-09T10:17:00.000-07:00

ya, ya, ya i know i'm lazy to update my blog. and someone is scolding me and i got no choice to updated it ~~and i think i got something new to share~~

first, to zi ern

ya, i'm UNISA student, but what makes u so suprise when u know that i'm UNISA student? and ya u r right , UNISA is the university that held in ADELAIDE...i guess there only one u called UNISA in ADELAIDE right ??! hahaha... and i remembered that i told u before right? i guess u r not paying attention while i told u, izzit? !!! btw you've improved in using rude words, isn't it ??!!!

no moreWTF but MA DE.....><''' great improvement !!!! hahahaha

second , i been to MELACCA again ~~~

the main reason that i been to melacca again is because food !!! i just can't forget the food in Melacca !!! i think Melacca is quite famous in food , maybe........ and i got a frez, koh ,every time i go to melacca i'm going to stay at his house because this helps me to save a lots. besides that , i think i've spend around 40 bucks in FUNFAIR. i'm sure that you guys know what is FUNFAIR right ? something like a playground , and actually there was a little casino held inside the big container, and girls used to get very excited when their boyfriend win the games and get a very big big patung. get it?? hahaha, and what i'm going tell u all is we ( four guys ) win quite a lots of patung in the funfair !!! and people are staring at us , and i guess they are jealous !! due to some reason ( we all r still single ), we r going to keep the patung and take it back and those patung are going to sleep with us !!!

chicken wings

it was fun when visiting museum!!

ULTRAMAN is dating with PAO PAO ??

i won a bulldog in the fun fair

third, i got nice movie to introduce

"THE PROPOSAL"

it was a great great movie, touching , true love, funny , and stupid ? maybe ..... hahahha ~~~if u guys have deal with this movie before I'm sure that u all will agree with me that the heroine- Margaret was stupid while she tyring to feed to dog to eagle in order to get her phone back ~~

next is " THE UGLY TRUTH"

both of this movie quite similar in their story , but this movie was a little " ham sep " which u guys usually will love it and agree what the guys had said . i remembered that said " hey , your hair is too short , we need to get it long " , then the girl said " why ? and the guy answer : coz guys need something to grab on when we r FXXking " ... and u know what ? my frez used to told me this theory before !!!

fourth , i went to NEWAY today , and just three of us only ! all GUYS !!!! sounds pretty sad right ? but guess what ??!!! we all r so enjoy , and we r like open guys concert !!!! no girls , not need to pretend here and there and just be our self. and i realize that some of that song really touching me if u really really enjoy it ~ and actually we r suppose to rush our assignments but we r to tired and choose to not to bored it .

fifth, I'm here to declare that I'm bankrupt.

(always need to took so long time to upload pics , sucks )

rubbish ~~

2009-09-12T08:33:00.000-07:00

sorry for no update at all for this few weeks ~~~and very sorry to kai xin and yih tying that i never reply u all in msn coz i just too busy in this few weeks ~~ i finished my class around 7 and then i still have to rush my assignments and presentation~~~ i'm going crazy !!! it's sucks !!! howcome UNISA got such a lot assignments one !!!! damn stress !!! pimples is out AGAIN!!!
damn.

recently, my frez got a new target ardy !!!! he told me that this time he is going to take this seriously and he swears that he is going to chase this girl !!! this celaka damn lucky for these few month, don't know y , he got such a lot " lan tao hua" ....finally he found his true love !!! hahahah ....anyway wish u good luck la ~~~

erm, i got ntg to said ardy ~ i have to go on with my assignments... and my sem break is coming and i swears i'm going to enjoy it until the MAX!!!! i will update again when my sem break !!!

:)

2009-08-26T03:20:00.000-07:00

it just 6.21 pm in the evening , and it is raining heavy outside . At this moment , i got a such special mood to update my blog right now. i 'm wondering y i'm not taking nap in this evening , usuallly I was sleep like hell at this moment. Actually, it just such a perfect timing for me to take my nap because it is raining outside but i just refused to take it.

Recently, i got no mood to do my homework, assignments and bla bla bla.... actually, i got a lot a freeeeeeee time for me to do my research on my assignments but i prefer to spend my time on watching movie or siting infront of computers. just no in that mood, but i promise i will catch up what i had missed in the class. guess what, i just had my test on my FA2 ( Financial Accounting 2) , and i never study at all so i just holding a belief when i took my test ... "SHARING IS CARING" ..... pretty cool right ? luckily, my frez very generous , and he just let me copy all the answers... nice!!! ( just a small test only so i did not take it seriously, so is ok la ).

And u know wht ,i rush my LAW assignment, until i never sleep for 25 hours. gosh !!! when i was finshed my FUCKXXX LAW assignment, it is 6 o'clock in the morning !!! DAMN Tired, and i going to have my LAW lecture at 8 o'clock. So i just tahan until 7, then i go and have a fresh up then straight away go for the lec....i was so sleepy while i'm in the lec , but when i heared miss said that : that's all for today , all my sleepy mood gone !!! hahaha..... when i came bac from my lec , my frez still rushing his assignment in my room, so i still cannot sleep but have to help him a bit on the assignment. bla bla bla ~~ lazy to share the details with u all ardy ... sry ...

But, i got big new news to share with u all. As u know , AUGUST also known as "ghost month". and guess wht , yesterday when i came bac from school i straight away jump on to my bed and tke my nap. actually, i cannot sleep well and i had a nightmare while i'm sleeping. suddenly, i feels something very weird behind me , i feels that there is someone blowing on my neck. At first, i choose to ignore it, but the wind it just so significance , then when i turn around and have a look it was nothing behind me. because i'm so tired so i just ignore at that time. then when i woke up, i feels like WTF.... !!!!!

actually, i this this is not the first time. i think . when i was staying at my old hostel ( currently i staying at a new place), it happened more often. i always 被鬼压 when i was sleeping at the old hostel. but i just take it as too tired according to scientific point of view. hahahah.... there is only only one time that makes me feels like wow ~~ scary ~~~.... i still remembered when i was taking my nap,( nap again , whahaha), i feels like my brother behind me. but then at that time, i was too tired and it's really hard for me to turn around my body, people usually call this as 被鬼压.... however, i turn my body sucessfully and i saw my bro and he is staring at me !!!!!

this is the way my brother staring at me ......

... so i was like okkkk ... ntg special and is bro , go and sleep again .... then after few hours , i woke up and i found that my bro is not in the room . maybe he went ouit and take away food so i just ignore it. BUT, when he was back , i asked him where have u been , then he answers : i just finished my class... then i ask did u came bac just now ?? my bro said : siao ah ???!!! my block lecture until start from 4 to 7 , i came bac for wht !!! then my face suddenly turn green !!!! HELL LO this time !!! i guess i saw "BRO" ardy ~~~ after that,i double confirm with my bro and he swears that he never came back at that time ...!!!! GOSH!!! i really saw my bro face STARING at me when i turn around !!!if my bro not at home that time , then who is he ????

i told everything to my bro then he said is ok la ~~~ he also always 被鬼压 while he is staying in this room. finally, i just ignore it coz i feels that if u did ntg wrong , there is ntg to scared ... but i respect them ~~~~hahahahah

2009-08-14T21:18:00.000-07:00

FUCK!!!!
MA HAI!!!!!!!!

pic

2009-07-29T07:29:00.000-07:00

nice pic ??

something new

2009-07-19T09:54:00.000-07:00

ya~~~ i having my holiday right now and it's going to finish soon. sucks right ??!! actually i plan to update my blog yesterday , and i got quite a lot of feelings to share but I'm lazy and i want to be alone while I'm updating my blog~~~ and now my family go to bed ardy so it's time for me to update my blog ~~

last last night , i went out with my friends and yam cha with them . At first, everything goes smoothly, but then when one of my friends suggest we go for a pool ~~i rejected the plan coz I'm not feeling well but at the end i still go for it ... while I'm playing , i saw my frez smoking ! i was shocked at that time , coz the guy give people a very good impression (i didn't mean that smoking is bad boy ), i just shocked only when i saw him smoking , and by looking the ways he smoking , i know he is not the first time touch on cigarette. and what i know is he is not happy ~~ i can feel that.

case 2,
next, my another best frez, and he is working right now . there are reason why he is working, because he wants to collect the money to afford the fees in college . how pity is it right ? we no need to work to paid for our fees but why he have to do that ?? life is sometimes unfair , different people will have different destiny to face and we used to called it as fate right ?? it's just unfair. maybe , this will be the way to makes him become stronger and stronger.( listening to simple plan - perfect , damn suit for my frez situation right now )

case 3,
another frez, i know he is trying to put everything in his heart. i know he is missing her . i know, seriously. he told me that , he and that girl are past tense, and actually it is impossible to get back girl back. he said that he gives up so many times before, but it's really hard to forget her. really hard. he is trying hard to forget her but he just can't do it . he will view the girl facebook or any things that had updated by the girl although he is trying to control himself or even not to care anything about the girl . but, he failed to do that. sometimes, he will stare at the msn just waiting the girl online , but when the girl online he was no dare to chat with the girl. i asked him why u don't appreciate the girl while u r with her ? he just remain silent .maybe he feel shame, coz he don't know how to appreciate what he had before and now only regret that what he had lose!! it's just too late , right ??

case 4,
yesterday was the "WU LIN DA HUI" that organised by nan ju. there r so many memories flash back when i heard the "nan yu kang ju ". i can remember the way we cheat the money , the way we begging our mum and dad to allowed us join to any activities that organised by NAN JU. besides that, i also have a unforgettable memory with someone while I'm one of the nan ju members, because of nan ju i know her-lum ji yan.

gosh, the medicine is works, i 'm so sleepy right now... i still got something to share but next time la !!

no title

2009-07-06T11:35:00.000-07:00

夜深人静的时候，真的好寂寞！！！
再加上沉重的思念，让人好茅盾哦！！！
失去之后才学会的珍惜，也太迟了吧！！！
what i'm writing !!! geli!!

whatever~~

2009-06-04T10:45:00.000-07:00

遊戲規則:被點到名字的人要在自已的blog裡寫下答案。去掉一個你最不喜歡的問題，再加上一個新的，傳給其它8個人。列出其它8個被點名的人，到他們的blog裡留言通知。被點名者不得拒絕。被點名的人將會得到大家的祝福(認真)，並且所有願望都會實現。
01.你認為分手後的男女朋友還能做普通朋友嗎?
答: 须要一点时间吧~~最后还是能做普通朋友。。
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02.你最希望從朋友(不包括愛人)那裡得到的是什麼？
答: 凯要结婚了！！！到时候我一定要喝到烂醉如泥！！！他妈的太开心了！！！
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03.最近最鬱悶的事？
答：考试！！
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04.最受不了自已哪個缺點？
答:总是把所有问题往身上扛，和太过善良！！！
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05.金钱与家人你会选择什么？
答:家人是我的首选
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07.你現在最想擁有的是什麼？
答:暂时不缺什么。。
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08.你的夢想是什麼？
答:花不完的钱！！！
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09.喜欢现在的生活吗？
答:still ok
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10. 你最受不了什么人？
答:those fucker who like to take advantage on me.
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11.什么人是你最欣賞的？
答:白手起家的人
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12.這輩子做過最瘋狂的事情是什麼？還想從事的瘋狂行為是什麼？
答：？？
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14.有想過放棄現有生活去流浪嗎？如果有，為的是什麼？
答: 有想过
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16.十年之後，你想過什麼樣的生活？你打算如何實現呢？
答:非一般的生活
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17.喜欢怎样的另一半?
答:成熟、温柔、体贴
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18.一個月多少錢才算OK?
答:1000
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19.最想到哪里举行婚礼?
答:小岛
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20.雖然很八股題了，但還是想問一下，愛人好還是被愛好？
答:最好是两者兼具！！！
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21. 今年生日想收到什么礼物?
答: 好好的庆祝一番。。。
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22.最希望自己具備哪一種超能力？
答:隐形
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23.如果让你选你还会选择先在这条路吗？
答:一定会！！决不后悔！！！
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24.你最想去哪个国家?
答：岛屿国家
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25.现在想不想谈恋爱？
答：应该是时候了吧~~
/
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lum ji yan

i need a break

2009-05-23T01:57:00.000-07:00

after rushing with those bull shit assignments, i'm exhausted ......

i need a break~~~

actually, ky (kim yau ) ,cy (chin yeow), and me plan to go koh samui, Thailand when i'm having holiday on may !!!! but they blow it up ardy !!!! they said they have no money ( same with me ), and they have to do with their enrolment into U... so they got no extra time to travel with me !!!! how sad is it ~~~

AND, u know what ky told me before ???he said that he is going to loss his weight before we go KOH SAMUI, and if possible, he is trying to work out muscle so he can attract those "kim xi cats" over there!!! Then , he went for jogging for few weeks then he GIVE UP again !!!!

KY ,ee ling , and you CHANG KAI XIN , three of you plan to diet since form 2 until now !!! but untill now i still see ntg !!!!! ><'''' haiy!!!!!

anyway, if can , hope i can have my vacation at beach somedays later, no matter at koh samui , bali or whatever la !!!

speechless

2009-05-20T00:28:00.000-07:00

what a busy month for me, i was rushing my assignments for this few weeks!!! finally, three assignments was down, and one more left, which is the hardest for me...god....i still have to read many materials, otherwise i was not able come out with 3000 words ....><'' damn siez ..
BTW,
i wish i can go bac for this month....
i wish i can have bbq with u all....
i wish i can lim teh with u all......
i wish i can travel with u all....
i wish i can play tennis.........
but i just cannot make it, coz I'm too busy ....
i know every time I'm ruining your plan, but the timing always is the problems.
I'm here to said sorry la ~~~
hope u all understand me la, this month was the most busy month for me........

quiet stress for these few days........
and damn emo right now, i was thinking the same problems....
i'm keeping quiet does not means that what is going on.....
i'm being generous to you , but i get is just nothing !!!!
and start taking advantage on me.......
i swear , i swear, i wont be so generous at all...
damn fuck up !!!!

and for those stingy guys,
you all get my a copy of my assignments yesterday and then when i ask u to send bac to me but you all just ignore it !!! fuck off!!!!
how come u all can be so so so stingy when came to assignments!!!!!
next time no more free assignments from me ~~~~

MISS U LIKE CRAZY!!!!

2009-04-03T12:48:00.000-07:00

I used to call you my girl
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had
When I think of youI don't know what to do
When will I see you again
I miss you like crazy
Even more than words can say
I miss you like crazy Every minute of every day
Girl I'm so down when you love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss youI miss you like crazy
You are all that I want
You are all that I need
Can't you see how i feel
Can't you see that my pain's so real
When I think of youI don't know what to do
When will I see you again

$$

2009-03-24T08:09:00.000-07:00

i'm so sick with my current job!!! god damn it... can u stop throwing jobs to me ? don't u know that i still have to do with my studies !!! and you !!! CUSTOMERS, pls stop calling me when I'm in class. u all are annoying my studies eh !!!! fucking asshole . i'm so tired with it. i never have a college student life. sleep, eat , sports, gossip around, lim teh with frez........every time when i came bac from school, first thing that i have to do is deal with those FUCKING register forms and send it to the company, then post the sim cards to those "dogs", check blacklist,check which forms are not in the lists!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so sick with it!!!!!!!!

haiz.....but i have no choice, i know. maybe this will be the only way for me to save money if i want to study in oversea.i feel unhappy right now!!!seriously~~~~

pls call me if u looking for a job

2009-01-08T06:02:00.000-08:00

long time did not update my blog coz i really damn busy this few days... At first, i went YU YAN SENG interview, then the manager said that we can start working on 26th dec ..... My frez and me so happy because we got a job finally..

BUT, my frez ask me go and interview another jobs and then we can compare the salary.... we r business students so we must choose the job which can provide us more and more benefits. then, we found U MOBILE, and it became my second jobs....

finally, we decided to choose U MOBILE because the working place is very near with my hostel, although the salary only 900++.....then when my first day in u mobile, my friends call me...

XXX: eh, working ah??
jc: ya, why??
XXX: ooo, ntg la, i just want to inform u i get a job ardy....
jc: oo, what is the job??
XXX: is CELCOM...
jc: so how was the salary?
XXX: the salary basic for everyday is 60 plus commission .
JC: WOW....... i want leh!!!!
XXX: ok!!!! no problem, i can ask for u !!!!
JC: thanks a lot!!!

after 10 minutes

XXX: eh, u all can work with me ardy ...u are employ by celcom ardy !!
JC: hah!!!??? serious ah??how can i get off from the current fucking job??!!!hell!!!!
XXX: how i know, u better settle yourself oo!!!!
JC: fucker one, today is my first day in a new job how can i escape from this job !!!!

after 30 minutes

Jc's frez: eh, his bro go to hospital we have to go now.....
JC: i will send him to the hospital
WORKERS: how can u all just go like this !!!u call to boss and ask la !!!i don't know!!!
JC; ok !! we will call the boss!!!!!

finally WE did it!!!!

THen the next day i go and work for another job CELCOM!!!!!!first my agent is working for company ZZZ , but after few days we work we get another better job from company YYY!!!!!
so we jump to company YYY !!!! both comapny also working for CELCOM!!! so is ok but the Company YYY provide us more commission and others benefits so we have to do it.........

what the hell ... i shift three times in a two weeks!!!!! bravo!!!!!!!wahahhaha
but the current can give us a lot benefits so i think my agent made a correct decision~~~~and my commissions will increase summore as well as my salary !!!!! wa hahahhahaah!!!!

and now anyone looking for job???
i need a promoter (urgent)
- flexible working hours
-high basic salary
-commissions

pls call gan 012-270-3860
019-389-1029

2009

2008-12-31T10:16:00.000-08:00

happy new year!!!!wish all my dreams came true!!!!! tats all !!!!thank you for viewing my blog!!!! hahahahaa

29-10-2008

2008-11-22T08:45:00.000-08:00

29,10,2008

WHAT A BIG DAY FOR GAN JIA CHIE...........before this, my lovely accounting lecturer told us that she will going to have a replacement place at 29/10/2008......then i shout out

jia chie: cannot!!!cause 29 is birthday !!!!!

Ms.WWF:So, dont tell me you are going celebrate your birthday for the whole day!!!

jia chie: yes....maybe....my 19th birthday eh , miss!!!!

MS.WWF: then are you planning to clebrate for the whole year when your 21th birthday??

jia chie: miss, it is possible, if u can solve our financial problem then we will make it truth!!!!how???

MS.WWF: sign~~~~~~

(but 29/10 we still have or replacement class) siez~~~~

at the moring, i still wonder wheather want to celebrate my birthday or not, cause if i want to have a party then i'm going to spend a lot on it!!!!!finally, we decided to celebrate in RED BOX SUNWAY!!! my hunch tell me that i 'm going to spend 300 above because we are taking the package- 446++..............

(and when i went to GYM, the locker keys that the person to me is number 29!!!! i was like....eh, why so ngam one!!!!)

haiy!!!whatever la.... and the the package beers to us !!!oh my god!!!!i'm so so so satisfy with the package, when i know the contain of the package....

1) your can have your buffet in RED BOX

2)2 jugs sparkeling juices

3)5 jugs soft drinks or BEERS( i'm so happy with this services)

4) fruits

5) and ........forget ardy .......

fruits that provided by them!!!! pretty nice , right??when i get the fruits, the first fruits is Longan coz Longan is the most high class fruits out of "them".......

we went to RED BOX about 9'clock......at first they give us a very very small room but how can i fix 11 person in a small room !!!then we go and complain!!!! after that when we go in to big room the first things that i did is- order the beers!!!!!i'm so sick of it!!!!i never care about the buffet fruits, order the song.......beers will satisfy me for the whole night!!!!WAHAHAHAHA.........after that, we start singing, fooling around, drinks............

we started singing~~~and i still busying with the beers~~~~

beer!!!!

beer!!!!!!!

beer beer anywhere !!!!!!!!!( i was "lightly"drunk on that day )

then only i asking for a control to order the song!!!!!

can u see the diffrent between my glass and my frez glass???!!!!

two cup and a half is equal to my one glasses of beer!!! GOD DAMN IT!!! this is the reason why i drunk !!!!

i so enjoy my song !!!!!!!!

yee lee and queenie~~~~~~

can see what happened on my face??? you know what they played the cake and throw the cake to me !!!! make me so so "sticky"........the next pic is showing how they played the cake....this is the way they played with the cake !!!!my frez( YAP CHUN FEI) is catching me and then one of them take up my shrit and the others throw the cake to my body !!!!until now, i still cannot regonize who is the person who take up my shirt !!!!!!!!

chin yap and he nian

oh, forget to tell u all......when we was singing suddenly one person rush in our room and scared us( the person on the pic)......this person is pretending ghoust to match with the hollowen theme which was running by red box!!!!!! besides that, red box also have a 歌仔歌仔古歌仔section......and we are the winner!!!!!wahahahaha!!!!and when we are going out, i don't even can walk staright , and i need to lying on my frez when i go out!!! i felt like i'm "flying"....><

this was the present that my frez for me!!!!REALLY THANK A LOT!!!

that day, i was so happy and i cannot drive anymore.....then i ask my frez to drive my car and put it in her house 1, and i will go and take on tomorrow~~~~then, my another frens (chin yap) send me to my house.....i was spend 200 on that days and the others was paid by my frez!!!!!although it really make me suffer later( due to financing problem again), but i never regret what i've done!!!!!!!

actually i have a video for u all but i dont know why i cannot upload!!!damn it!!!!the video is better in time, but the singer is not leona lewis is GAN JIA CHIE!!!!!!!! WAHAHAHA!!!!intresting ??? give me your e mail la!!!!then i send it to you!!! i sure i sing better then Leona Lewis!!!!

天蝎座......read it to know more about me

2008-10-22T02:56:00.000-07:00

天蝎，生于秋深。性喜静，意清幽。爱之切，怨亦深。本质轻名利，但拥有成名得利的天赋。　　偏重灵与肉的完美结合。直觉力之准之锐，行动力之潇洒之特,常令徒有虚表之人忌愤不已。天蝎，一个别具一格的星座。格调分明有别常人，心胸高妙不露于表。常容人难容之事，亦笑人可笑之处。　　对于朋友，重质不重量，高度要求知心。宁可孤独，也不违心。对于爱情，宁缺毋滥。宁可抱憾终生，也不苟且凑合。风流不羁的言行下，执着追求一种宗教意识的爱情信仰。内心具有高度责任性，忠诚性，自律性以及矛盾性。浪漫儒雅，风趣超脱。拥有奇异诱人的容貌气质。根本上，提倡由爱生性的性爱模式，鄙视纯粹的兽性性行为，但，自己却又常在意志薄弱时，自虐般地沉溺其间。　　天蝎大多恩怨分明，黑白绝不混肴。犹如包公，宁可得罪众官，也要奖惩公道。多思少言的特质，齐全透彻的智慧，使一切真相假面恐慌不已。因此，本质静默孤僻的天蝎们极易招惹他人的非难和灌上莫须有的罪名。而其强硬又柔弱的本质，常使其背负黑锅也不辩护，不低头。典型的'独当千古错，冷漠自逍遥'的天蝎风格。只有在忍无可忍时，天蝎才会真正采取报复行为。可也因其很多时候过于忍辱负重，好比老实人发火，报复也就更显突兀强劲，反令圆滑的小人真正的祸首们恼羞成怒，借机大肆渲染。由于天蝎有隐忍为善的一面，更有别致的独特气质，从而也导致了天蝎倍受他人嫉妒却常被反咬一口的现象出现。也因为典型的天蝎,并不擅长疏通改善人际关系，更不善于有效地表达澄清自己，从而成为了十二星座里最具争议的一个星座。　　天蝎们拥有天赋般灵性的思维，结合现实的洞察，产生了异于常人的思索角度。爱情观，友情观，人生观，皆如此。由于意识超常，天蝎们总是：苦于红尘无知音，不如隐形爱孤独。天蝎的确就是这样极端：不是最另类的现代人，就是最另类的原始人。　　人们研究天蝎的误区在于没有能力到达天蝎的心理根本。　　其实，天蝎们一生都在寻求知心的朋友，同时他们也容忍对手的存在，但，并非制造敌人。要知道，天蝎本性不好战，但具备战斗的智慧和能量。请注意：这是关键。所以你可以成为天蝎的对手和朋友，但，不要把天蝎当敌人。因为，天蝎从不主动侵犯他人的利益。你也不要做些低层次的敌对事情，那只能显得你自己无聊挫败。比如：如果你煽动众人，想用流言蜚谣打击算计，甚至孤立天蝎，那么不久你就会发现天蝎依旧活得很洒脱，很独特。因为，他们本来没有把你当敌人，某种意义上，是你自己'自作多情'，以小人之心度君子之腹了。而这种俗不可耐的敌对伎俩，对于天蝎们来说，无疑是一堆可笑差劲的破招。天蝎生性渴望理解,却不奢求理解，安于孤独，更能乐于孤独。天蝎的优势在于，对于别有用心的人，能够一眼看穿，并完全做到视若无睹。也许，当你自鸣得意时，天蝎想的正是不和这头牲口一般见识！看，天蝎就是这样的心态，清高地忍让，忧郁地承受，却，酷得干脆利落，宛如一位高超的剑手，不是不过招，只是你非对手。为什么你非对手，因为你已经把自己立意为敌人。对于敌人，不用过招。兴趣无时不屑一顾。兴趣来时，一剑定胜负。这种彻骨的冷静和孤高，也正是天蝎人虽不招惹别人，却还是招致阴险有毒的恶名的根本。而，也只有天蝎自己知道，真正恶毒的其实是你！但是，一切也都没有用，要知道，能够忍受孤独的人，也就是最无所畏惧的人了。这也就是天蝎为什么可以在铺天盖地的恶名谣传里，依旧活出自己风格的原因。某个角度来说，才思横溢的天蝎人，正是从别人不切实际的攻击诽谤里，看到了自己与众不同的价值。因为，没有人会化很大的心血很多的精力，对一个平庸无常的人做太多的关注。显然，天蝎是别具一格的。我本善良，我本真实，这样的句子，用在天蝎身上是最恰当不过了。每只天蝎似乎从出生那天起，就注定要为自己的独特而历经许多风波。对于人性，天蝎从来看得比所有人透彻。　　可以说他们极端，但是，他们无法不真实地活出自己。也许，只有'曲高合寡'这四个字，才是孤独奇特的天蝎们最好的诠释。　　天蝎。星象书上说，诞生在深秋的蝎子是最复杂的。同意这句话。因为蝎子可以根据需要在具体环境把自己塑造成适合的角色，是个善于戴着面具生活的人。但内心本我的强大力量又让他们在某个时刻不由自主地显现出其蝎子冷酷阴郁的一面。几乎没有任何一个蝎子座的人可以逃避这点。因为，本质的东西，深植于骨髓，扎根于灵魂。　　这里，我希望通过自己的一点薄见，和大家一起认识这最复杂的蝎子。　　情感强烈是蝎子座的人最普遍的特点。我至今没有发现感情因子欠乏的蝎子。他们有着异常炽热的感情，但大多藏得较深，平时看来是个比较和气的人，一般不爆发，爆发时绝对是喷涌而出的，有着强大的震慑力。　　能促使蝎子爆发深藏的感情的事情其实并不多。我总结了三种情况。　　一是欺骗，这种欺骗也许不是很大，也许发生在很好的朋友甚至亲友之间，也许只是一桩小事，但蝎子看来，重要的不是欺骗造成了什么损失，而是欺骗这种行为本身，他认为这是强烈的不信任感，是对他的不尊重。一个小小的欺骗在蝎子的心中会激荡起巨大的不快，天性阴冷的蝎子习惯将它放大来看，也可以说这种与他们处事风格准则背道而弛的行为是他们轻蔑并排斥的。用欺骗伤害蝎子产生的裂痕一般是不容易消除的。当事人在蝎子心中的地位可以说马上会大幅下降。经观察，没有哪个星座的人象蝎子这样如此深地看重信任和尊重这两个词，他们一般对此都很敏感。敏感得容下不在他许可的小小范围内出现一粒沙。越是亲密关系间的欺骗对蝎子的伤害就越大。因为他们对朋友往往交出真心，而这种付出偿来的若是欺骗和背叛的话，蝎子的心会冷到极点。　　二是侮辱。敏感的蝎子其实并不那么开得起玩笑，当然他们能敏锐地分辨出你话里的真实含义，善意的玩笑他们还是不会拒绝的。但带刺的话他们绝对能马上听出，他能感受到你语气中的真实的感情成分。很自我的蝎子绝对不容忍别人侮辱他贬低他。也许一件事情让他糟糕，让他吃亏很大，但如果需要的话他能压抑住自己的情绪，装作若无其事。惟独侮辱不可以，你可以感受到蝎子那一刻表情越发阴冷，牙关紧闭。那是他在积蕴力量，你能感受得到他强压怒火的眼神，开始起伏的胸膛，只需要一个小小突破口，巨大的能量就要喷薄而出。这个时候，了解他们的人还是赶紧收口吧，否则谁都不知道会发生什么可怕的事情。我自己就经历过多次这样的情景，从来都是是猛烈的瞬间爆发，不明白的人奇怪怎么突然发这么大脾气，其实真实情况是，他忍着气已经很久很久了，只是你硬逼他爆发的。　　三是为了他认为重要的人。蝎子是活得孤独的人，他们自己都会发现，自己和许多人是格格不入的，他满脸的笑容很多时候都不是发自内心的，只是为了场合的需要，真正谈得来并懂得他们的朋友一般很少很少。生命中他重视的人他一定会倾力保护，蝎子为了保护那个人时，显现出的感情是强大的。这个人最大的可能就是曾在蝎子需要时给过真正理解温暖关爱的人。哪怕是一点点。象会记恨一样，蝎子对那些对他真心好的人绝对是记在心上的，没有太多的表面的东西，关键的时候，真正肯为你牺牲的那个朋友，肯定是他。对他最爱的那个人而言，蝎子有可能的话甚至肯为她去死。如果他心中的那个她被别人伤害的话，蝎子会有剜心的痛，这个时候，他可能会暴露出最阴暗的一面，如果要把报复和蝎子联系起来的话，那么这种情况当属第一。蝎子这时候可能会在巨痛的驱使下，用最黑暗的力量为她去复仇去摧毁敌人。在我看来，蝎子最最强烈感情表现出来的时候，应该就是他为了保护她的时候。水象之王的蝎子外表看来往往不那么强硬，甚至有点软弱，这是很多人对他们的印象，但了解他们的内心的人就会发现，他们是讨厌被指使的人。可以说，蝎子是吃软不吃硬的，平等对他的话，他便是个性子很好的人，要是想压制他，蝎子内心马上会排斥，并且潜意识里他们是很厌恶习惯对他们指手画脚的人的。他们心中多数是不服，但不会明显表现出来，也许暂时地顺着对方，背后则默默积累力量，也许干脆用冷漠直接表示拒绝和厌恶。蝎子确实是喜欢掌控别人的人，但不象火象的狮子那种气焰上统领一切的感觉，蝎子能用一种独特的暗藏的力量影响人，因为他有着洞穿别人内心的敏锐力和坚定沉静的气质。如果蝎子具备一些火象性格的话，则会是个让人感觉非常凌厉的人，冷静的外表下说起话做起事来霸气十足。蝎子如果学着性格张扬一点的话，会马上显现出强大的领导力。蝎子对自己的爱人也有着强烈的掌控欲，只有当那个她只对他一个人好的时候，他才感觉安心，他希望她能常陪在他身边，希望她能经常依靠他，所以小鸟依人般的温柔甜蜜的女孩子最能激起蝎子爱的感觉。这就解释了为什么他和水象的鱼儿和巨蟹很和得来的原因。蝎子比较喜欢不带表情的说话做事，可以说，蝎子很难学会用表情表达他们丰富的内心世界，他们是不善于利用表情的人。蝎子本质是不爱笑的，尤其不习惯在一大堆人之间肆无忌惮地笑，蝎子习惯浅浅地一笑，让他们在众人面前表情夸张地保持10秒钟我相信是件困难的事情。　　他们确实常给人缺乏亲和力的印象，哪怕是他已经认识到了这点并试着去改变了，结果还是会发现，一不留神，他和人的距离感又莫名地产生了。可以说蝎子的笑保留着人类某种原始的东西，蝎子笑起来会带着丝羞涩，特别是在人多或异性面前。看起来非常孩子气，让人感觉纯真，显得乖巧。但蝎子多笑真的比较重要，蝎子笑起来纯朴真诚的样子可以很好地打消他们在别人心中不好的印象。蝎子可以多对着镜子练习练习。敏感的蝎子有时会莫名地收住笑容，这会给别人不好的印象，他们会纳闷并猜想你突然沉下脸的原因，很多时候，蝎子和人的隔阂就是这么产生的。　　在蝎子的生命中总有一种向往孤独的特质。　　他们即使在受不了凄寂的同时，又渴望得到只有在孤独时才能享受到的自我极致发挥和无丝毫保留的面对现实。　　所以，孤独的蝎子是矛盾的。　　孤独中他们的心灵像眼睛，诚实敏锐得揉不进一粒尘沙。　　所以，孤独的蝎子更能洞悉谎言与人心。他们只有在孑然一身的时候，才有机会登上精神的高峰，望得远，看得清，障碍尽除，思维如月光染雪，剔透通明，理智与感情皆回归到最纯净的状态，能清楚的照亮自己。　　所以，孤独的蝎子睿智。　　当蝎子被身边的孤独包围的时候，他们的内心却是在释放。他们的身体和灵魂变成了过滤器，吸取着潮湿冰冷的空气，渗透出清澈甘甜的水滴，那就是他们的思想。思想无限流动，不受空间和时间的限制，抵达所有相通的灵魂。　　所以，当到达你的灵魂时，请你好好珍惜。　　当你看到陌生人面前孤僻而冷淡的蝎子时，请你见谅，因为即兴发挥不是蝎子的强项，蝎子一向预热很慢，感情需要很大的安全感才能活泼的施展。　　所以，当你想要了解那些外表形单影只，独来独往的蝎子时，请细心的感受他们内在活动的勃放如春。　　对于天蝎座的激情别人已经写得够多的了，以致再写就显得有点多余了。其实那些描述严格地来说，也不完全正确。天蝎座的人确实拥有过量的激情。但是这些热情不一定是用一种显而易见的方式来表达的。对于天蝎座的人来说，性是一种表达的途径，它是一种达到秩序的方法，而不仅仅是肉体上激情的释放。　　天蝎座对性和爱的渴望，通常与它们能提供的转变有关。他们喜欢把性与爱称作自己所喜欢的名字：一次神秘的经历、一次深层次的体会。性与爱让天蝎座向比他们自己更强大的事物投降。天蝎座的伴侣有一种巨大的容忍力，他们为了爱情和忠贞可以牺牲一切。他们甚至可以做出巨大的自我牺牲。在他们身上有一点狂热，这会渗透到他们与别人建立的关系中，并且影响他们的精神和态度。　　天蝎座是不会在浅的池塘里划水的。他们纵身跳入远远淹过他们的头的深度的汪洋。但是有时候

FIGHTs between His and her ......(sorry to said that)

2008-09-05T10:11:00.000-07:00

u know what, something was happened..... when i received a website from my frez , i take a look of it ...... i was so surprised that u said like this..... how come everything changed so fast.... when i read his blog, i really shocked by it..... u r the man , u have be gentlemen to all of this.... don't be so small gas ok la...... and u, everything was past tense ardy , look forward and don't even look back... now i was wondering that is that really hard to be frez after both of them broke...is that possible to be "frez"??? before this both of u are so close to each others but, now both of u act like don't know each others.... don't u think that very hard for u all to pretend don't know each others.... come on ..... just forget the pass and look for the future la.... both of u also 19 ardy ... don't be so childish ok?? be mature.... i know both of u really hurt each others but now everything passed ardy ..... y don't just forget it leh???? both of u also my frez , i cannot said anything~~~ but when u stand at his position and think about it ... i feel that he was doing a right choice because he feel very tired to be together what.; but, when u stand on her position u wil think she was hurt so much by him, i feel sorry to said that, but she does feel very hurt, so sure she will angry la..... i doen't mean to want to hurt one of u , but pls think about it.... enemy or u will prefer a true "frez"??? and for the others frez, i think now we all have to keep our mouth shut and don't try to "Fire" them again ..... i know some of u might angry but this is their problems so just leave it back to them..... ok ????if we all did anything , we are ruining them and the war will keep going on !!!!!!!
now is 1.28, a bit tired because i just played a game with XXX( dont know his name) , i was just have a very very nice stroke with the guys.... i really enjoy it ~~~~ hope next time can play again.... after 1 weeks , every problem was solve ( i think).... HUH~~~ every night i was so worry about my future... can i really afford this.... if i Fail my course then how?? what is the next step i going to take??? i dont even think of this problem coz i don't know how to face it.... i know i'm so weak in English , i don't know how to communicate well .... this things really can kill me ...... FXXX..... I'm trying to improve it .... hope i can overcome it .... really hope i won't facing the same problem for the next 3 years...... actually that is the reason y i DRXXX on that days.... coz i feel very shame on my self... one little things also cannot did it well.... y i didt choose properly, and at the end i hurt myself ...... really hurt ...... and i really feel LXXXXX( shame when i write this words so i prefer XXXXX) no one is going to care me but they just want to get benefits from me or taking advantage on me..... is that i too kind??everytime i trying not to be so good or whatever to anyone but ................i failed to did it........ i have mention this problem early but y i CANNOT FIX IT !!!!! i'm going to hurt myself !!!!!! GET UP!!!! GAN JIA CHIE!!!!!
one more month to go for me to turning to 19 ..... i promise i going to do something on 18 BUT I DID NOTHING OOO!!!!!! how????!!!! holy shit ...... i really suck la!!!!! my life is all about NTG NTG and NTG!!!! oh ya , 1 more things to said is before i go is is that really hard for to me get a XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX!!!!!!!!! what the problems is going on?????face problem??? personality problem???? financial problem???? HAH???? WHATEVER LA!!!!!!! just forget it !!!!

TIRED......

2008-09-01T21:58:00.000-07:00

haiz~~~~what a boring day.....><...... now i'm in the lab but doing nothing so i decided to update my blog........SIEZ LA!!!!UNISA just all about assignments only..... yesterday night i just submit my FM assignments(copy my frez answers onli coz i don't have time to look at it), then today i have to prepare my power point slide for tomorrow Management class, and then next week is my marketing presentation ardy !!!!!!!! @!#!@$@#%^........i have no enough time to rest !!!!! damn angry ah!!!! i need a break ah!!!!!
recently, something was happened on me ....... actually i feel very happy when i can arrange my time to go back my hometown but you know what, i not happy at all when i at home, coz someone is expressing her angry to anyone one......!!!!!! i think that home is the ONLY places for me to take a break , but u mess it up...... i cannot said that is your fault but i really cannot afford it!!!!! i feel very very tired u know ......... and i don't know what can i do at this time!!!!!!!maybe it just a little problems only , but y u want to " gao DAI" it !!!!!!! it not so complicated at all ok!!!!!!!!!!!don't u think that u misunderstood everyone ardy ??hah???i dont want anything things happen at one of u ok ????? i just want u all happy....just a simply request u all also cannot do for me !!!!!!
................maybe maybe this is the way u want express your anger.....i cannot said anything..... but i will try to afford it or cover it or whatever coz i think that this is the only things i can do........ god bless me ... i hope this things won't happen again !!!!!!

XXX

2008-07-31T21:08:00.000-07:00

i 'm here again.....finally i can go to degree liao ...but degree is not easy as what i think ...it is totally diffrent with foundation.... until now i still very blur about the model...but i think i can overcome it....><'''these few days i keep rushing to finished the hong kong drama and the taiwan idol drama.....so i dont have time to update my blog ......tomorrow maybe i have to go for work as part time at sunway....80.00++ per day oo....the salary quite high for me oo.... anything that make me headche is the text book for degree..... the text book that required from the lecturer is not cheap but very very expensive..... one text book cost 100++ , some of the text book go to 140.00++........besides that i still have to purchase a "financial calculator" ......it worth 145.00++.....there are four text book that they required to purchase and it is complusary to have it in my study .... so i have no choice and have to purchase it.... but luckily, my bro have some of the text book......so i just have to purchase wo of them onli.....but i think is better for me to go and get a job.....
these few days, i'm trying to control my emotion, and try to give too much pressure on my self, because i think stress is the main causes my face become so many pimples!!!!!!! damn it.....a couple weeks ago, i have found that one of them try to cheat something behind me, but finally i catch it.... when i saw the "evidence" i really very very very angry , i want try to pick up the phone and ask u.... but i did't do it..... this times u really make me so dissapointed and u fooling the trust i put on you.... now i know a person attidude wont change easily until he died !!!!!!!
before this you told me that u have destroyed it but y i still can found it in XXXX....... ji bai !!!!!!! u really make me so so .......... before this i want check see wheather u really destroyed or not de , but i trust u so i did't do it.... because i trust u...... but now i wont trust u anymore and i will keep a distance from u ... i wont become so close with u anymore..... coz this time i really dissapointed !!!!!!shame on you !!!!! "ji bai kia"

A scary night

2008-07-26T11:01:00.000-07:00

today is the most happy day for me in the year...i was crazy around with my frez for the whole night.......we racing, chatting, and fooling around with each other.....so happy......i think i didt't meet my frez for a few month ardy ....
At first, we went to the event which is organized by "nan ju" club....i think this is one of the event which can get us together .....me, yt, yx, ys, and kx and sy too.........then we meet 5E gang "accidentally".....we all playing around the hall and keep on giving comment to the performances....we shouted, yelled and so on........when we want to go bac, we get a "hot" news from my frez, which is there are a fight going to happen in the hall.....WOW....we all didt watch for this kind of "match" for a long time ardy, so we all decided to stay over there and waiting for the "FIGHT"....we all really looking forward for the fight....besides that, my frez said that some of the gangsters hide the knife in the toilet as their weapon for the fight....knife oo!!!! but, the fight never begin until we all leave the hall....haiz...a bit disappointed la.......
next, we all went to ABC to have to " lim teh" section.......and today is huang sheng birthday ...I'm here to wish him happy birthday .....we all celebrate with him in the ABC stall...... my frez, Kai chung had prepared the cake earlier and the important things is they just need me to paid 2 ringgit for the cake!!!!!!hahhahaha......i gain profit from that ....(I'm a smart business man)...WAHAHAHAHAHA
after lim teh , we all decided to go park to chat , but it is raining outside....so we cancel it...then my frez said go temerloh "long kai" .....but my frez drove the car so fast on the high way .....walau!!!!!!i was so scared when i sit besides him............the another thing is the road is wet due to rain but he never care and rush the car.....GOD DAMN IT...........but finally i reached the destination safely....my another frez..XXX(is better don't want show his name) was scared me just now when he speed up his car.....coz the road is wet this make him buang the car almost 3 times...WOW.......so scary....but luckily ntg happen when the car buang........
then we all go bac to T.R limteh......really scary and worry when i saw my frez car buang..... hope this time wont happen again if we go out racing again !!!!! HAHAHAHAHA....kai chung don't forget me u promise me want go to watch movie together de oo.....dont boom me, if not i will kill u !!!!!!

misS u ALL.....

2008-06-14T20:59:00.000-07:00

now is 2.30 am , i just came bac from MCD and i just have a ice cream ...so i can not sleep 1....now i'm here to update my blog again .......i have a party last week , which is in els house. all of us also attened the party, everyone looks very good but got a little bit .....erm....how to said leh??maybe it is really too hard for us to get together, then suddenly we have a gathering like this,erm....haiz ntg la...just ignore.....

two years pasted ardy, now we all are studying in different place, and is very hard for us to get together. now , i dont know when we can together again.... i miss my secondary school life.... if now is two years before, we all still fighting for our spm and thinking about our future.....sleeping in the class, playing around, ponteng, copying answer for the acc homework( we all very scared miss woon will check our homework suddenly, so we have to did her homework ><), fooling around with MR.SEEN( our mentor) and so on ......... what a sweet memories....then , we still planing what we gonna to do after spm..work??if want to work , where we have to looking for the work ..some of my frez have to go NS, this will cause them cannot eran the extra pocket money .... and this cause my frez(KX) hate the NS so much ...... but after three month, when she came bac from the NS , she love it so much and she really proud of it ..... i still remember last year CNY, i still have to work, and this cause me cannot go bac to my HOME....after i finished my work, i have my dinner in mamak , then i received a call from my frez....oh my god .... there are playing over there but i'm working over here...when i chating with my frez, my eyes turns to red colour and my tears almost drop out ....at that time , i'm really regret and i wan to fly bac to my home ....but fortunaly i didt do that, if not i will lose my salary ><

..now is 2008 liao, and all of us ardy 19 years old.... we have did what we have plan last time.....time never wait for people..... all of us become more and more mature .........now u all have to go into U liao ....wish u all the best in the future and for my frez who r studying in form 6 all the best in your spm oo !!!!

now is 2.53 am ....is time to bed ...wish i have a nice dream......><
gaN...

fiNAllY~~~

2008-06-13T08:25:00.000-07:00

today is 13 jun 2008, i'm here to update my blog again ......finally i came bac to my home....long time did not come back ardy, but everything still remain the same , nothing is change....still got half month to go, then i will finish my foundation .... which mean that i have to decide what i want to study study in my degree course... haiz ... headache ah ...... every sub looks like the same ....confusing eh ....haiz ....after YED still got assignment then is presentation followed up by test then is final exam.......then is .......sieZzzzzzz

我爱的人

2008-06-13T08:08:00.000-07:00

我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个什么人
陪我过没有了她的人生
成家立业之类的等等
她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢
我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深
我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说"我们"
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声

very very nice song ......check it out!!!!

(><"")

2008-05-25T07:43:00.000-07:00

hi hi everyone, long time no see ya ......hehehehe~~~~pai sei la everyone....i ardy long time did't update my blog ardy coz i very busy ma and there are so many things happened so i have no time to update my blog ....(finding an excuses , actually i'm lazy to update la.....haiz) ...Before this, i having my mid-term exam, everything go smoothly but in one of the afternoon, i received a call from my brother and he told me that my grandmother was sent to the hospital ardy... i was taken a back when i heard that news ...still got one more hour then i have to go into exam hall and take my bst exam ...what the FuXX......at that time i'm so worry about my grandmother's morbid and suddenly my brain became blank ardy and i can't remeber what i have study before,then i become more nervous ....>< .....after that i go and take a bath , try to calm down myself but fortunately i still can handle my exam and i get quite highest marks for my bst ..then after i finished my exam, my parents came to subang find us ....this is the first time my parents came to subang and see their daughter and son ......hahahha...and my parents told me that grandmother is ok ardy not need to worry too much ....wow ~~~i was so happy but i still have one more exam to go ..... then the very next day, after i finished my exam i having fun with my frez in red box...... suddenly, i received a call again ......haiz.....this call is from my eldest brother...he told me that grandmother maybe cannot ardy ...and he call me to contact my brother and go to hospital see my grandmother....this time really "gou li "liao .......i was so scared .. after that, i went bac home and call my brother .....when i arrived the hospital, i saw my aunt....i can see the tears in their eyes ....i was so so so .....at that time i still cannot visit my grandmother because the nurse is doing something on my grandmother....i just can heard some "geli" sound behind......oh my god......i really don't like this feeling .........hate it......but now, my grandmother is quite ok ardy and taking rest in her house ....hope u will be well soon ......take k ya!!!!

besides that, so many things had happened around my frez..... ex specially for my frez who r in a relationship.....this few week, i received a lot news from my frez, some of the news really shock me oo.....i was thinking about it after i heard that news. who is wrong , who r right, and who should be responsible on it ...... if u r in a serious relationship, would u think about your bf/gf feeling when u did something??? this few days, i was sick for the love song and don't know y those song can suddenly became so meaning full and some of it really reveals what had happened around us ......i have nothing to said about my frez because this are the privacy ..and it is not good to bocor my frez secret right....anyway wish u all will be ok la.... i have found that my tennis skills become worst and worst ..... what is going on on me ..... y m skills can shit until like this...every time when i lose point i will express my anger on the racket and i really want to hit my racket to the floor...but i didn't do it...because tennis racket is very expensive one de la ..... sometimes i will shout in the tennis court or i will kick the pagar,which besides that tennis court ....i know this is the childish action and i know that u saw it...but i really have to found out way to express my angry and sad.... so many thing happened this few days and i really feel quite stress....i think that i don't know how to control my emotion, and i think i 'm a moody person.... very sorry if i express my angry on u ...... i will try to control it.....don't know y i wont so moody before this maybe i really feel tired and pressure ......until now i still can't find the best way to express it ....haiz......

my school YED day is coming .... but my class haven't do anything yet ... i also very worry about my class leh ..... we have the plan but we all still not doing anything .....siez la......haiz .....hope all the problems can be solve and tomorrow will be a nice day ...i have to sleep ardy .....ZZZzzzzz.

The Second Bl0g~~

2008-04-11T07:32:00.000-07:00

Here is my second blog, before this i'm using the friendster's blog, now i think i won't use the friendster's blog again but i will using this new BLOG to write down all the things happen around me .......i will be hardworking update my blog and hope u all can leave a comment la !!!! thk ya!!